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"I'll talk to him, now what you need is sleep. Sleep in my bed, I'll stay with you until you fall asleep and then I'll go talk to Yoongi." Hobi took me by the hand and led me to his bed.I didn't have the strength to resist, so I got into bed. It was comfortable and warm. Hobi held me gently and hummed a beautiful, relaxing melody. And no matter how bad I felt, my body and mind were exhausted, so I soon fell asleep without even wanting to.
——I woke up.
"Hobi? Hobi? Hoseok?" I started looking for Hoseok in bed, but I was alone. A panic attack hit me.
"Y/n? Why aren't you sleeping? Are you okay?" Hobi entered the bedroom a few minutes later.
"I... I... had a panic attack... When I woke up alone, panic just took over my body." I was breathing heavily, my head spinning.
Hoseok came to bed and put his arms around me. I felt safe in his arms, and I could feel my breathing and heartbeat starting to calm down.
"Thank you, my Hobi. I don't know what I would do without you now."
"Everything is okay, butterfly. You need to rest, get some more sleep." Hobi gently stroked my back.
"Please don't leave me, stay." I whispered. I didn't want to be alone.
"Of course, I'm not going anywhere, you're in my bed. So lie down and sleep. I'll be right here, sleeping with you and protecting you." We lay down and Hobi spooned me.
"Thank you." I whispered.
"Don't thank me, Y/n. Nothing has changed between us at all. I still want to keep our relationship the way we had it. It won't break or change until you decide otherwise." Hobi hugged me tightly. "Oh, by the way, the guys have arranged a fancy dinner for tonight, a sit-down. Taehyung and Jungkook said they really want to see you in a sexy dress as you promised. So rest now, and tonight the whole group and us will have a fun evening."
"I don't know if that's the best I can do right now if Yoongi will be there too." I was very hesitant about attending that dinner. Even staying here would be too much, let alone going to a sit-down where I would come in my sexy and provocative dress. What would that look like for Yoongi?
"Don't worry. I've spoken to Yoongi. He's calmed down a bit. Now what you two need to do is calm down and think about your feelings, both of you. Both he for you and you for him. And in the meantime, your life doesn't have to stop, so you'll dress up and attend our mini-party and you'll have fun and enjoy our company. Deal?"
"You're right. Deal." A small giggle escaped my mouth.
"That's better. My Y/n is back." Hoseok kissed my shoulder. "Good night."
"Good night." I mumbled and fell asleep quickly.
Hoseok is also my safe place. I also feel happy and safe with him. Not like with Yoongi. But Hobi is my comfort person too.
[...]
I spent part of the day with Hobi, we had food, watched a film, and then I came back to my room and had a bath, chatted with my friends, and then started preparing for dinner.
I stood in front of the big mirror in my room to see if I looked good enough. As I promised Jungkook and Taehyung, I wore the most beautiful, sexiest dress that I brought for this holiday. It was a red, silk, tight dress with a cut line going up my left leg. Also put on sparkly, black high heels.
I wore make-up that was bright enough to bring out all the best features of my face. I finished with a bold red lipstick and my lips looked as bright as cherries. I lightly curled my hair and finished the look with a few sprays of my favorite sweet perfume.
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