Dirty play

Chapter 37

Naruto's POV

I blurted out some truth that should never come to the light. Sasuke Uchiha heard every fucking words I said, with his slightly apart mouth. He seems to be in a shock. This shouldn't have happened after all.

I looked away as there was nothing to see anymore. I ruined every possibilities of me staying with him. Sasuke was silent until I said one more sentence. I open my mouth to speak again. I tell him,"It's not like I'm expecting anything from you. I wasn't even planning to tell you this like this."

Sasuke spoke,"But we agreed that there won't be any feelings involved in this." I tell once again,"I know damn it! I read that contract so many times that I fucking remember every lines! It was clear that I can't harbour feelings for you."

Sasuke says in his low voice,"Then... why?" I shout,"Are you kidding me! Is this something that I can control! I didn't want this just like you." Why am I throwing tantrum like this? As if I couldn't get the best candy being a child. This is childish indeed.

I chuckled mockingly as I said,"I ruined my life and you are no use in this now as well. That Yahiko is playing with me." Sasuke's eyes are furrowed now and his eyes are full with questions that are clearly visible through his gaze.

He asks,"What does that mean?" I speak,"You know what happens when you show your submissive side to some hunter? He makes you his prey and play with your life until you surrender and beg for mercy."

"No matter how much I try, my submissive side always comes to the surface to float around. I'm sure Mr. Uchiha that you saw that too. I saw how your eyes glow when you saw me crying and begging under you." I finished.

I see him bottom lip shaking as if he has something to say. I tell him,"I hid a lot of things from you thinking I could fix everything. But now I'm regretting not informing you about all that. After all you had to have my back."

He says,"Then tell me now." I sigh. I open my mouth to tell him everything and I didn't leave anything hidden from him. I told him every thing I did foolishly trusting Yahiko and Sai. Sasuke was so attentive while I was telling me the tale of my foolishness.

When I looked at him, I was already finished with my talking. I don't know what he's thinking as his gaze is just cold. Didn't I leave him awestruck? This seems not to have any effect on him. What about my love confession? Does that also mean nothing to him?

I speak,"So tell me Mr. Uchiha, what am I supposed to do now?" Sasuke looks at me as I asked him the question. Can he save me? Sasuke speaks,"You should have told me this sooner." I know that I made a mistake but it's embarrassing for me to accept the truth and tell that to him.

Sasuke says,"Mr. Namikaze, I want you to be honest with me." I looked at him as I nodded. He says,"Did you also want to use him that you tried to make amends with him?" I tell him as I lower my head feeling the weight of shame upon my head,"That wasn't my intention. Otherwise I would have accepted his proposal."

Sasuke looked disappointed as he sighed. He gets up as he says,"I'll see what I can do. But you'll have to do one thing for now." I ask him,"What is it?" He says,"You'll have to move out." My eyes grew even wider.

I get up following his movement. I ask him,"Is it because you feel uncomfortable now that I confessed my feelings to you? Is that it Mr. Uchiha?" Sasuke isn't looking into me eyes straight.

He says while staring at the glass window that gives you the view for numerous buildings outside and a busy road,"I'm confused about it all and I'll be honest with you about that. I thought you'd act rationally Mr. Namikaze."

That is so cruel. You could have rejected me but did you have to take this way? Is ignoring my feelings the only way in your mind? I tell him feeling even more burdened,"You don't have to feel pressured by my feelings. These will go away eventually."

I feel my eyes brimming with tears but I can't let him see this embarrassing sight. He says looking away,"Please take control of your heart. I enjoy your company but I already have a fiance whom I promised to marry."

I can't even look at his face. He isn't even to blame. I secretly wiped my tears as I hoped him not to see. I tell him,"I told you before that don't feel burdened by this. I won't cause anymore trouble to you even though you are already in a big trouble." " I want you to save me from Yahiko. You are the only one who is truly able to protect me." I told him after that.
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A whole day has passed after my sudden confession to him. I couldn't go out of my room. I already packed all my necessary things into the luggage as I will have to move out whenever he says me to. Living together is dangerous at this point because nobody lives with their boss if they don't have that certain type of relationship.

I hear a knock on the door. I clear my throat as I told him to come in. He's wearing his home attire although he still manages to hold his beautiful look. Why am I admiring him at this moment when I just got rejected and my heart broken?

He says,"I arranged a place for you to stay. That apartment is under my friend's name as it will be suspicious to live in one of my houses and you'll be safe in there." I nodded not uttering anymore words.

Sasuke says,"Change your phone number if it's possible. And use this phone to contact me." Ha hands me another phone that looks new. He says,"I'll take care of it. It will be alright if they don't get their hands on any solid proof of us being in some unprofessional relationship." I nodded once again.

I wasn't giving him my full attention and that somehow managed to piss him off. He says,"Why are you sulking like this? Didn't you bring this upon yourself?"

If only I didn't make that stupid contract. Why am I regretting this now? What would happen if I just play like others and wait for my success to come to my door? Maybe it would be a little slow but still I didn't have to go down like this.

My only option is this man in front of me now who doesn't seem to be so pleased with me. If he doesn't stay behind me, I'll have to get flooded by the despair and the disaster that is yet to come.

I tell him,"I'm not sulking Mr. Uchiha. I just don't feel like talking." Sasuke sighs in response. I'm a disappointment and he's saying that to me with all the expressions he's making now. This stupid heart.

Sasuke arranged a car for me as he didn't find it safe for me to drive somehow even though I'm a skilled driver. I'm wearing a black shirt with black pants. My hair isn't styled and I don't look like a model right now.

Sasuke says,"I'll come to you whenever I get any chance." I got into the car. The window of the car is open. He says bringing his face forward,"I'll take care of it. Till that we'll have to stay apart." I forced a smile that and didn't even care to make it look real.

I never thought I would yell out my feelings like this to the cold hearted person who isn't bound to return my feelings. I was feeling down because of Yahiko and now another thing has been added.

It's not the most beautiful feeling to be rejected by the person you like. And it is also a crime to be in a relationship with a man who has a fiance. Catching feelings is another level of stupidity.

Sasuke Uchiha, who has a nice future with a empire that earns billions each year, who has a intelligent beautiful lady as a fiance that every man desires, who has everything a commoner can only wish for would never fall in love with someone like me. These good things only happen in fairytale.

In reality, I'm bound to be tossed around. In reality I'm just a petty home wrecker. And there is Yahiko who doesn't even think of me as a human. I'm just a dog to him that can be kept in leash. This is disgusting but not unfair. This is the punishment that I brought upon myself, for the sins and my wrong doings.