This is an angst chapter, if you don't like that stuff don't read this lol
Deep breaths, Y/N...deep breaths. I smacked my wrists together. My breathing was shakey and loud. Class trials stressed me out enough, but Monokuma had been weirdly attached to me recently. His eyes stared through me, his hand held his chin, he had a smug smirk. Red tinted his face as he looked at me. His free hand messed with his hair. His foot slightly tapped with impatience. He softly bit his bottom lip, as he looked me up and down. Its disgusts me how he looks at me like that.
The others questioned me. It made my panic attack worse. I tapped the rim of my podium rapidly. Monokumas eyes never left me.
"Monokuma? The voting is over" Kyoko said
"Hm!" His head snapped towards Kyoko, being pulled out his trance. He smiled and lifted his gavel, "lets give it everything we've got! Its punishment time!~" Monokuma winked at me, and Mondo was pulled away into the execution chamber. We were escorted to the same place and forced to watch. I sat by the door, facing my back to the execution. I sat with my knees to my chest and covering my ears. I rocked myself back and forth. Then I felt someone tap my back.
"Y/N, its over...c'mon let's get you back to your dorm" it was Makoto. His arms wrapped around me and he helped me walk to my dorm.
He sat with me on my bed and helped me calm down. He rubbed circles into my back.
The night time announcement played.
"If you need me, please come to my dorm" he rested his forehead against mine. I sniffled and nodded. He smiled and walked to the door. He looked back at me, "Goodnight" then he left.
"Knock knock~" it was Monokuma
"No...please go away..." I cried out. He frowned and closed the door. He walked over to me and caressed my face.
"Mm~ so cute!" He smiled and sat next to me. I pushed him away. He snarled and grabbed my face. "Dont you dare touch me like that" he pushed me down.
I just teared up and backed away. My back soon pressed against the wall. His eyes stared me down with full intensity. As if to read my every thought. He climbed over to me and sat to my side, hovering over me. He twirled my hair around his fingers.
"Stop it...please" I cried. He just smiled and shook his head.
"You know...I hated the way Makoto was talking to you...the way he touched you like that" Monokuma sighed, then moved his hand to my cheek. He kissed my tears, I just cried more as his touches disgusted me. "I'll have to take care of that, won't i..." I didn't know what he meant like that, he kissed my forehead. "I won't let anyone near you like that again...my darling Y/N...~" he sighed and moved so that out sides touched. He wrapped his arms around me. His head sat on my shoulder. "You know I love you so much~"
"Why...!? Why do you love me!?" I cried and attempted to push him off me. He glared at me and raised his hand up as if to hit me. He realized what was was about to do and stopped himself, he regained his composure.
"My darling...I've loved you for so long...can't you see? You'll learn soon enough..." he sighed and kissed my head. I cried more and started to scratch at my skin. I felt disgusting I just wanted to take a shower and wash everything hes done to me off.
Monokuma stayed with me for the night. When I woke up he was gone. I smiled and walked to my shower. I sat on the shower floor in my clothes. I was too scared to see my body. The water ran over my body, and I cried. I let all the bad touched flow off my skin, of my clothes, off my hair, and off my heart. I took a deep breath and turned the shower off. I closed my eyes and took off my clothes. I quickly put on the clothes I set out for myself. My shirt was on backwards when I opened my eyes, I moved it around then when to the sink. I washed my face, and brushed my teeth. I looked in the mirror, remembering every place his god awful lips and hands touched me. I squeezed my eyes closed and took deep breaths. I blushed my hair and nodded to myself. I can do this. I walked out of my room then I saw it...Makoto was dead. His body laid against the door. He neck slit open, his body bruised. A knife was stuck into his chest. I slapped a hand over my mouth. Then arms wrapped around me.
"Ahh what a shame...I suppose this is what happens when people touch whats mine, huh?" Monokuma laughs maniacally. No no no no this wasn't happening.
"I don't know what you're talking about, Makoto is waiting for me at the Cafeteria...hes there...hes waiting Monokuma! Theres...theres nothing there...you're crazy!" I pushed past him. Monokuma just sighed and followed me.
"Good morning everyone, where's Makoto?" I asked
"Not sure, haven't seen him around" Hagakure said
"Y/N..." Monokuma said,
Everyone turned to look at Monokuma.
"Unfortunately I have some news to report, last might Makoto tried to hurt me! So I obviously had to punish him for breaking rules...so Makoto is No-koto! He is no more!" Monokuma said
I ignored him. I wouldn't let him lie. Makoto will be here any second.
"...Makoto" was the only thing that came put of my mouth. Everyone gasped and took a step back. Aoi teared up, Togami looked as if Makoto was the love of his life...his eyes were broken. Monokuma laughed and walked away. I couldn't handle it. I walked to Makoto dorm and entered it. I sat on his bed and waited, I waited for him to come back. My stomach growled. I don't care. I didn't care anymore. It was a few hours later. I was exhausted, but that doesn't matter. Makoto will be here any second.
~Next day~
Any second now...he'll walk through the door. Makoto is okay. My stomach felt like it was stabbing me. Then the door opened it was M-!
Monokuma...not Makoto...
I groaned and looked at him. He had food in his hands.
"You should eat!" Monokuma smiled and sat with me. I just shook my head and backed away from him. He sighed and sat the food down on the table. "Its there when you want it" he patted my head.
It was like this for a few days. I sat on Makoto bed. Monokuma brought me food. I took a few bites, then I waited. Lack of sleep caused hallucinations. I would sleep for an hour every day. Monokuma became more worried every day.
"Y/N" he opened the door, covered in blood
"Whatd you do" I said
"Hes dead, Y/N just except it. I just got done with another class trial im not dealing with the bullshit again" he laughed and grabbed me. "Y/N, I love you...I adore you! Anyone who does what Makoto did...will experience the same fate. You should be thankful" he scoffed and kissed my forehead. I shook my head and started to snack my wrists together. I rocked back and forth. Monokuma grabbed my face, and forcefully kissed me. I screamed and attempted to get away from him. His grip was too strong, and I was too weak from lack of food and sleep.
Then I felt myself lose consciousness...and I don't think I ever woke up.
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