The Evansson twins

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Madeline POV

I was right about all of it. They don't want me, never have never will. I was so stupid for having that little spark of hope besides all the anger. I was stupid for believing that maybe they would make an effort to show me they care. But i was proven right and as much as i love being right about things this time i wasn't. I was stuck in my head tears flowing out of my eyes and i just let my feet take me to wherever they wanted to and somehow i ended up in the music studio from masons family. I remember when i told him about my love for music and singing he took me there and introduced me to everyone and they gave me a room for myself filled with instruments and a sining booth. I never told anyone but i wrote some music of my own, i never felt like it was good enough to show anyone so i didn't. I sat down behind the piano and just started playing something and than i had the melody of fix you stuck and i just started to sing and pouring all my emotions in it.

Scarlett POV

Chris and i both went our own ways to find her faster. I don't know why jackson tought it would be a good idea for us to find her because i'm pretty sure she doesn't wanna talk to either of us. And if one of us finds her we'll get yelled at but here we are driving to soma adresses her brother gaven us. Chris is going to the dance studio and i'm going to the music studio. When i enter the studio they show me madeline's room. I take a look around and i see her sitting at the piano and she starts singing fix you. She has the most beautiful voice i've ever heard and she plays the piano so well. I can't help but feel proud, but at the same time a little dissapointed because i wasn't there when she learned how to play.

I wait until she's done to let her know i'm here. "That was amazing. You have a beautiful voice." I tell her and she just shrugs "thanks" i get as a small reply, but hey it's beter than nothing at all. "Look i know that you don't want to see me or chris, that you hate us and that ypu're mad at your brother but it wasn't his idea to meet up today. We asked your social worker to meet up and she said you wouldn't want to come so we took the chance to get to know him." I tell her, her back is still facing me. "If you think about it it's actualy suite funny. No matter how much i try to hate you and tell myself i don't want and need you there's this little stupid spark of hope inside of me. That quiet and shy voice in my heart that speaks up and tells me i can never fully hate you, no matter how hard i try. And for that i'm mad at myself" she says while turning atound and i see the tears flooding down her face. All i want to do is go up to her and hug her but i can't at least not right now. "But then i saw you three sitting at that table, wich by the way is my favourite table in my favourite shop. And all i saw was how right i was and how much my twin brother and other half betrayed me." She tells me "i'm sure he didn't mean it like that" i try to defend him but i see her face change and realise that was a wrong move. "No! He did betray me! All my life i've been with him and most of the times when he wanted something i didn't i changed my mind to make him happy and give him what he wanted. And then the one time he was supposed to have my back he didn't. But that isn't the only thing that bothers me so much, it's the fact that he lied. Ever since we were like ten i told him and anna i didn't want to see you and chris, and i didn't even know who you were. But the fact is that he told me he didn't want it to but i know he fid and he lied to me for over five years about something that was so important in our life's and he just should've told me the truth. Because believe it or not i would've been fine with that and i would tell him to look for you but it would've been wothout me." She says and that actualy hurt. "Why don't you want to try and give us a chance?" I ask her and she scoffs "you had fifteen years to come and ask me for a chance and maube until like fpur years ago i would have given you a chance but not right now. You don't get to come back into my life after hurting me the way you did by not being there." And with that she walks off again and i'm left with the words she sais and my toughts.