The Evansson twins

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Scarlett POV

I don't know what got into me and why i got so mad. Maybe it wasbecause i was extremely jealous that she took lizzie out, or the fact that rose only talked about her dad en it didn't cheer me up at all, or the fact that madline connects so easily with everyone but me. Or maybe it's just a mix of all these things that drove me over the edge and start an unessicary argument. "Why did you get so pad at her?" Lizzie than asks me and i sigh "i don't know" i say and i run my hands trough my hair and walk to the kitchen. "I think that deep down you do know why you got mad but you don't want to admit it to yourself and that's completely fine but don't ignore the problem because by doing that you're pushing her away with your behavior." Lizzie says "since when are you a therapist?" I ask her jokingly and she laughs a little "i'm not it's just some friendly advice you know." She says and starts walking away but stops in the doorway "oh and by the way she bought you a small gift even tough you guys are not in the best place right now." And with that she walks off. How do i manage to fuck up so much.

Madeline POV

I don't know what got into her but i don't even know why i'm surprised that she's mad at me for doing nothing wrong. Most of the times when we argue i don't mind and i don't feel bad but i guess it's catching up with me right now because i feel like shit and i'm crying like a baby. I threw the bags into the corner when i remembered i bought her a gift, god i feel like an idiot for buying her something. I mean it's crystal clear she doesn't care about me or anything i do. I lay down in bed just crying to myself when i hear a small knock on the door "go away" i say but my voice cracks in the middle of these two words. Then the door opens "it's just me lizzie" she says "oh okay" i answer in a small voice and she closes the door behind her and sits next to me in bed. "Are you okay?" She asks and i let out a watery chuckle "yeh i've never been better" i joke. "Why did she get so mad? I mean we didn't even do anything wrong." I start and she shrugs "chris knew where we were going right?" I ask her and she nods "yeah i told him before we left and she knew we were together aswell because i sent her that video of you singing" she answers and now i'm completely lost. "Okay so she knew i was't alone and chris tolde her where we were going so why did she get mad?" I try to understand. "I don't know little monkey" she answers. "You know i kinda feel stupid for buying her that necklace. It's clear she doesn't want anything to do with me, and i think the worst part is that she doesn't even tries to hide that she doesn't want me." I tell her and she looks at me confused "why do you think that little one?" She asks and i shrug. "I mean i've heard the way she talks about rose and it's so loving and praising and all that, with jackson she's so sweet and welcoming and she treats him like her son, but woth me it's diffrent. It's like nothing i do is good enough for her and whenever i open my mouth it's like i've cusses every cussword that exists, she picks fights with me all the times and argues over the smallest things and she expects me to change my whole personality. I can't do that, i've spent so many years trying to be okay woth myself and find put who i really am. And i'm still trying to be okay with myself but it's hard to do that when i get remarks on who i am all the time" i say and i break down completely. Lizzie wraps her arms around me and rubs my back while whispering sweet nothings into my ear. "Why doesn't she love me?" I ask her in a small voice and i hear her sniffle "i'm sure she does love you monkey. I just thinks she's trying to find the right way of showing you" she says and i nod into her chest and cry.

We stayed hugging eachother for a while until i got a text "can you olease pass me my phone it's on the bedside table" i say to lizzie and she gives it to me and i say a quick thankyou before opening it. I don't move from lizzie's embrace becasue honestly i don't mind if she reads my texts or not i've got nothing to hide from her. It was jade who asked if jack and i wanted to stay over woth her and mason. And ofcourse i said i wanted to go and i would come over as soon as i could. "It's my best friend jade i'm staying over there tonight and we're going to spend the day together tomorrow" i tell her and she humms. Jackson said he's coming as well and i grab my bag and make my way downstairs with lizzie following me. "Hey chris is it okay if i'm staying over at jade's tonight?" I ask him "sure bubs text me when you get there and when i need to come get ypu tomorrow" he says and i give him a hug goodbye. "I'm going home tomorrownight but i'll wait to say goodbye to you okay" lizzie says before giving me a hug "that's alright. Thank you for today, i had fun" i say and we pull away and i get to the door. "Where are you going?" I hear scarlett's voice ask me "i asked chris and he said it was okay if i stayed over at jade's tonight jackson is coming to" i say "oh okay next time just let me k ow aswell okay?" She asks and o give a small nod "okay have fun" she says and i numble a thanks and walk away.

Scarlett POV

After lizzie told me she got me a gift i felt even more stupid than i amready did. I'm still wondering how i keep fucking up. I don't know why it's so hard for us to have a nrmal mother-daughter relationship i mean she can't even be in the same room with me alone for longer than five minutes without us arguing. Maybe that's also partly my fault because i gave her all these rules but i just don't want rose to learn anything bad when we arrive in new york. I think i'm pushing her away with all of this but it's the right thing to do in this situatioun and i just hope she understands that.

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