The Evansson twins

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Jackson POV

I couldn't believe it, she's doing the only thing she promised me never to do again.

She's starving herself.

Again.

When she opens the door and sees me standing she goes wide eyed and panic is written all over her face "jackson i- i can explain really-" she starts but i cut her off "no madeline! You're doing it again! Why?!" I scream and i hear footsteps coming our way "jackson please you gotta understand" she tries but i shake my head as i'm getting angry "understand? Understand?! How would i fucking understanf if you shut me out madeline? It's supposed to be me and you against the world remember so please help me undertstand" i say and we both are crying "i'm really sorry jacky" she whispers and my heart breaks at the nickname. She used to call me jacky when we were little and whenever she was struggling. "Please mads help me understand why" i beg and she nods and walks away.

All of us follow her to her room and she gets out a bunch of drawings, all of them black without any other colors. We start looning at them and one catches my eye. "It's about the comments you saw?" I ask and she nods "when? Why? Who was it?" I ask her and she swallows hard "it's not just one comment jack, i know better than to let them get to me but when you read the same thing over and over again you start thinking it's the truth." She says and we all are crying at this point.

"What did the comments say?" Scarlett asks her and she sighs.

Madeline POV

I sigh deeply before answering the qurstion. "They say that i'm ugly, i'm fat, i'm not worth it and you deserve so much better than me. And honestly it's true you do deserve better than me. I've got a lot of bagage and i keep pushing you away because i'm scared. And i keep hurting you by trusting lizzie more and i'm good for nothing" i tell her and she starts shaking her head "no, no, no. Bambam listen to me, those things are not true okay. I love you and you are the best thing i could've ever wished for. I don't care about wether or not you habe bagage you'll open up to me when you're ready. And for the lizzie stuff i get it. She's never given you a reason not to trust her and i did so i get it" she tells me and traps me in a hug while i cry on her chest.

"I'm sorry. I'm so so sorry" i keep apologising hoping they aren't going to react the way he did when it last happened. She kept on saying it's fine but it's not. I worried them and that's not okay. "I'll be better okay i'm sorry for being like this. I never wished to be like this" i cry in her shoulder and he holds me tighter "it's okay sweet girl we'll figure it all out together. I won't let you go trough this alone again i promise" she tells me and i nod. We all sat on my bed crying like fools together.

Scarlett POV

We sat on her bed for a while and i heard her sniffles stop. She exhausted herself so much she fell asleep holding me tight, on any normal day my heart would explode but right now i'm worried.

I tried to put her down but she wouldn't let go of me so i got under the covers myself. She was not loosening her grip on me so i just started checking my emails and to my surprise i got a mot more then i could remember. Most of them were about my skincare line i'm working on so answering them took so long. Then i got to the ones from my manager and they were about the new movie i'm filming with marvel.

After i answered all of them i shut my eyes aswell and i must've fallen asleep because i woke up to madeline stirring awake. "Hi baby how are you feeling?" I ask her and her big blue eyes meet my green ones as she looks up at me "a bit better now that everything is out" she answers and i nod "that's good. What do you want for dinner?" I ask her and she tenses up at the thoughts of food "hey it's okay you don't have to eat as much as you did before but i want you to eat and keep it inside" i tell her and i see her thinking about it for a while and she nods.

I made her mac&cheese because it's her favourite and i hope she'll eat atleast some of it. When it comes to food she can be hard to please sometimes but i don't mind making her something else. I also let her make her own plate so she can choose how much she wants and for that she goves me a thanfull smile.

During dinner i tried not to look at her to much but i couldn't help it. She was just playing with the food and sometimes she would eat a small bite of it. I saw that both the boys were already done and madeline hadn't even eaten a quarter so i slowed my eating down so she wouldn't be alone at the table.

Eventually she ate a bit over half of what she took and i was happy about that. She stuck around me to show that she didn't throw it up and it made me relax a little knowing she's going to get there.

It just hurts me a lot to see her like this, and it hurts me more knowing she'll have to hide it from rose once she comes back next week.

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