The Evansson twins

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Madeline POV

It has been over two weeks that i had that fight with scarlett and almost a week that i didn't hear anything from florence. Flornece should've been home at the end of last week but she just ent me a text saying she had to stay longer and that's the last thing i've heard from her. I was so hurt when she didn't answer my texts anymore that i stopped sending her goodnight and goodmorning texts. I started spending every day in the studio and that's exactly what i'm doing today. Since i've been here so much i made big progress with my first album and i need to record only two more songs wich i light get done today or maybe tomorrow. My fans have been going crazy about my new music and they love how fast i'm bringing out new songs. There are also multiple people who called for me to give a concert once my album is ready but i came with the idea of giving one before it goes online and clara loved the idea, so in a week i'm giving my first concert. So i guess it's safe to say i have a cery busy week coming up with rehearsals, styling, and finishing my album.

Today was going great, i finished one of the last twi songs, lizzie gave me a surprise visit, baby blue was amazing and i ate my favourite cake. So i was really happy with how my day was going and i was calm and relaxed until my phone started blowing up. I looked at it and all of the notifications were new followers i gained. I already doubled them when i started making music but today the article came online telling people we're chris and scarlett's children so i guess that's why my socials are going crazy.

I ignored all the noise that came from my phone and went home. When i got into bed i decided to open my instagram and i was directly confronted with pictures of myself. I scrolled trough them for a minute and all the comments were positive, but just as i was about to close the app my eyes landed on a negative one. 'She's so ugly and fat i don't know why they want her' said the comment. I know i shouldn't care about them but that one comment held my three biggest onsecurities, my looks, my weight and not being enough for them to want me. When i looked at some other ones i found more negative comments than positive ones and i let it get to me. I went into the bathroom, looked into the mirror and started crying. 'I am ugly' 'i am fat' 'i'm not worth it' and so my toughts went on. Breathing became harder than it ever was and i was full on shaking.

I know i need someone to calm me down so i take my phone and call lizzie. After one ring she picks up "hi monkey what's up?" She asks but once she hears me crying her voice changes "mads are you okay?" She ask and i try to answer but the words won't come out "madeline are you there?" She continues "madeline please say something i'm worried about you" she says and i put all my effort in these three words "i need you" i say and after that my vision goes black.

Lizzie POV

I was laying on the couch with robbie when i got a call from madeline. The moment i heard her crying my whole attitude changed and i was filled with worry. The only thing she said was 'i need you' and after that she went aquiet. Those three words were enough for me to run out of my house and jump in my car. I think i might have been speeding a bit but i don't really care at this moment.

When i rang the doorbell i didn't hear annyone coming so i kept knocking on the door waiting for someone to come. After a minute scarlett opend the door and before she could even say a word a was already halfway up the stairs. I rushed into madeline's room and i saw blue running in and out the bathroom showing me she was there. "Good girl you took care of her" i say as i pet blue and take madeline in my arms. After holding her in bed for ten minutes she started waking up "hi monkey" i say softly "auntie lizzie" she says and my heart wells up at that title "yes monkey it's me are you okay?" I ask her and she shakes her head. "Wanna tell me what happen now or later?" I ask her "later" she rasps out. "I'll get you some water for your throat"i say and i go to the kitchen for some water. "What happened?" I hear scarlett asking me and i shrug "i don't know yet" i answer shortly. My mind starts racing with all the possible things that could've happened and i think scarlett might be a part of the reason she fainted. I'm also still mad at scarlett for how she's been treating madeline since rose is back and she started working again but she doesn't seem to notice.

I got back to her room and heard sniffs coming from her bed "mads baby can you tell me what's wrong?" I ask her as i sit down next to her. "Do you think i'm fat?" She asks in a broken voice "what baby no you're not fat why would you think that?" I ask her "the comments" she answer quietly. "What comments?" I ask and she opens her phone and it's filled with hate comments on instagram, not only do i hat that she's getting hatr but they're also pointing out her biggest insecurities. "Hey baby what they are saying is nit true okay. You're not ulgy. You're not fat. And wr sure as hell want you here okay." I say and she nods softly "we all love you and we don't want you any other way. Don't change yourself for thos stupid haters, they're just jealous they don't grt as good godparents as you" i joke at last and i get a soft laugh "see there's the laugh that i love" i say and she smiles. "I'm staying with you tonight whether you like it or not i'm not leaving" i say and she nods.

As we lay in bed i know she's still thinking about those comments. I just hope they don't bring her down to much because i don't know what i'd do if she starts changing herself.

Hi babes

Thanks for reading and i'm sorry that this is not as good as i tought it would be. The ideas in my head always seem better than when i type them out. I litteraly started this chapter over 6 times and i couldn't come up with anything better.

I have a lot of ideas for what i still want to happen in this book but i don't always know how to write them down so i'm sorry for previous bad chapters and bad chapter that might follow.

Thanks for reading and have a great day🤍