Ackerman's Steppes / Levi x Reader

Chapter 23: Sharing My Heart, Whilst It's Tearing Apart

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After 2 months

The first time I gave in, it all felt so right, but so wrong. I felt like comparing the smallest parts of him with the one I am in love. What is love, to be honest?

His eyes aren't as deep blue as Levi's. His skin isn't as tender. His smell isn't making my heart shake. Is it a normal body response to be touched by someone different after falling in love?

You close your eyes, whilst he thrusts. You feel like a doll - all plastic and fake.

You love him; you really do, but why doesn't Walter's touch spark such emotions as Levi's?

Perhaps, it's too early, but here you are laying with another man.

"I loved you all this time," Walter quietly whispers into your ear whilst slowly thrusting. It happened so fast and so slow.

"Me too," you quietly gasp for air because Walter is way better at this than particular someone and you're almost finished.

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Present

"Okay," somehow Walter reads your thoughts, repeats what you said and puts his palm back on your hand. You stare at each other for a few seconds. You missed being loved, being touched, being watched like Walter does now. Maybe he's right?

Second after second, and he's on top of you.

You squeeze his back hard, whilst he grabs your face and pulls it in. The chair squeaks loudly holding both of your bodies weight while you make out gasping for air. Walter notices your confines of the position he put you in, therefore he quickly gets back on his feet and lifts you up. He's not as strong as Levi, but way more confident. You quietly giggle because everything is that exhilarating. For a moment you see a future with him.

Living as two doctors working in a local hospital. After a year or two, you birth Walter a son, then a daughter. Both of you live happily, free of worries about scouts, titans and the hopes of 'outside world'. It's an entirely different world of the future compared to the previous one you had in mind with Levi. This one seems way more fitting for your lifestyle and stress - free.

Walter looks at you deeply for a moment, then unexpectedly lays you on the table. He misses the cake by a few centimeters whilst placing your head. You giggle looking at the cake for a second and stare back at his amber eyes.

His eyes are way lighter.... He's younger and more energetic. He stops for a brief moment and starts unbuttoning your shirt. You close your eyes and deeply breath. You want this. It's right. This is what you need.

"I'm not even going to ask you if you want this.... You're so fucking hot right now," Walter looks at your bare chest. His innocent demeanor changed into this surprising dominant act - something you would have never imagined Walter doing.

You mischievously smile at him.

If Walter was truly honest at this moment, he actually waited for your consent. The smile you just gave him was an answer.

He aggressively grabs your thighs and spreads them. Then he grabs the bottom of the skirt and pulls it up whilst stimulating you with his other hand. You quietly moan whilst holding onto the sides of the table. He laughs and grabs your hands. You open your eyes and see his face an inch from yours.

"Now, be a good girl you are," he presses both of your hands crossed next to the back of your head and starts unzipping his uniform, to be particular, his pants.

He enters you making your body feel shivers, warmth and nostalgia. You know your body needs this. You arch as much as you can, although it's not that comfortable on the table, but something Levi would have never done with you.