Please Don't Bite

Twenty-Six

❌Implied smut and night terror in Jasmine's POV and panic attack in Bosco's

Jasmine's POV:
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Bosco's body shook as I rubbed circles into her hot skin, pressing kisses along her collarbone as she came down from her high. I didn't always top, but when I did I made sure I made her feel as good as possible.

"Good girl..." I whispered, smoothing her hair away from her face. "You're such a good girl for me." I pulled her up onto my chest, hands caressing her hips as she panted softly. Her eyes were closed, her hands tangled in my hair as I felt her body relax.

"So good Min..." She said between the kisses she left against my lips. Her voice was raspy and her lips were kiss swollen. She opened her glossy eyes, strands of the blonde stripe in her hair falling in her face.

I was always blown away by how absolutely beautiful she was, no matter what. I smiled, helping her lay back down on the pillows as I reached for a washcloth to clean her up with. I always made sure it was close by before we did anything, so I wouldn't scare Bosco by getting up.

I ran the damp washcloth over her thighs, watching as she reveled in the after care attention. I traced my lips from her stomach and up to her neck, feeling her arms wrap around my torso. "Sleepy, Min..." She yawned, pulling me back up to her lips.

I kissed her again before dropping the washcloth to the side and pulling the blanket over her. She immediately snuggled against my chest, head buried in my neck where she left lazy and slow kisses. "I love you, Jazzy."

Damn I absolutely adored her sleepy voice. "I love you too, angel."

Bosco huffed softly, poking my side and I immediately laughed and corrected myself. "Okay okay, I love you too, my demon."

I felt her smile against my neck, and not too long after she was limp and asleep in my arms. I kissed her temple and held her tighter, closing my eyes once I was sure she was fully asleep.

I hadn't had any bad dreams since I started dating Bosco, but all the stress of everything that had happened lately must've triggered it. They didn't happen a lot, but when they did they were pretty bad. Tonight, it was pretty bad.

They were always the same. The same situation with the same disgusting person. It was something I never told Bosco about. I didn't know if I ever would. I didn't want to scare her with it or make her upset. So I kept it to myself.

I mumbled in my sleep, arms twitching as the same dream replayed in my head. I was aware it was happening, and I was trying my best to get out of it. I knew it was never any use, but I always tried.

I don't know how long it had been until I woke up with a gasp, heart pounding in my chest and eyes wide. Bosco was still beside me, stirring a bit to move impossibly closer. It felt too close, it was making me feel trapped right now. Suddenly the sound of Daya's drums and Maddy and Alyssa's guitars that I had gotten used to sounded way too loud, and I desperately needed to get out.

I felt guilty doing it, but I just needed to go outside and clear my head for just a couple minutes. I was sure she wouldn't wake up in that amount of time. I slowly untangled myself from Bosco, quickly placing a pillow in her arms to stop her from panicking. Her arms immediately wrapped around it and I sighed in relief, pulling clothes on before stepping out of the room.

I shakily walked downstairs and out to the courtyard, taking deep breaths to calm myself down. Sometimes I liked being held close and cuddled after these dreams, and sometimes I didn't and everything would feel overwhelming. Tonight was one of those nights.

I leaned against the wall, focusing on the cold air on my face, waiting until my heart stopped racing, and praying Bosco didn't wake up.

Bosco's POV:
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