Part 3

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2nd January 2022

5:00 AM 

I finally found an apartment.. mama. It's been a while since I last addressed you, in this diary you gave me..  what can I say, writing here makes me feel as if I'm talking to you. It has already been 2 years since you left me, just how dad had left us. 11 days from now, is your anniversary. Yet, I feel no sorrow, not anymore at least. I have started to feel- more like- believe.. that you have been watching over me through this dairy. And I feel obligated to keep you updated :) 

5:40 AM 

Not even sure if you're proud of me or laughing at me, your grown ass son thinking that your soul has settled within this dairy, heh. But, no matter how childish it may be, this is what keeps me sane.. what keeps me going. 

Plus, I haven't been able to sleep tonight. Was pretty positive that I was adept at sleeping on a new bed. This one particular bed however, feels nostalgic. The fragrance is very.. familiar. Almost like the perfume you had. I wish I had a clearer recollection of the past, but I'd rather not remember much about the past. 

Anyway, I'm glad I could find an apartment. I'll tell you more about it later I guess, I kinda feel sleepy now. Goodnight mama

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