Alvin's Diary
12th January 2022
It has been two years now.. mama. Last year I was a wreck, but I'm doing better now, trying to do things right. I can't always be depressed after all... Even when the most beloved thing to me in this world was taken away. I have to move on, right? That's what you would've wanted.
I've been focusing on myself, taking care of my health, trying to do everything right. But I wish I could stop feeling this empty. I wish I could ignore how heavy my heart feels. Everything still feels so unreal, as if like I'm in a nightmare...
Be it intentionally or not, if you let a depressed mindset stay that way too long, it eats away at your mind the longer it stays. Eventually turning into a severe debilitating illness. I can't let that happen to myself, I just can't.
Some days will be shiny and happy, some days won't. But don't let that make you go all negative, that's what I taught myself.
And I'll continue teaching it to myself every time I forget, because if I don't... I will break to the point of no return.
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From you, for you
RomanceWelcome to the story of Alvin, whose personality we can understand only from the diary he writes, and from the perspective of Ella and of those who notice him. A slice of life story about two individuals who meet by a chance. Enjoy!
