Forbidden Love {Sterek} Book 2

Chapter 10: I forgive you

After I leave Noah's office I look at Parrish. "We talked about the fire."

"But we didn't."

"We just did I told you what I came here to talk about so technically we talked about it." I say walking out

I go home. Once there stiles is drinking on the couch and I sigh rubbing my forehead. He didn't even hear the door open he is lost in thoughts as tears run down his face.

Tears fill my eyes. Did I break him? Did I hurt him so bad by leaving the first time? I walk over touching his shoulder. "Get away from me." He whispers

"Stiles come on."

"No."

My wolf whines and I just nod. Thinking now. I sigh and I walk over. I sit next to him "I can't do that I'm sorry."

"Derek get away from me."

"No."

"Yes."

"Why?" I ask

"Because you're just gonna leave me again."

"No I'm not."

"How can I believe you!"

"Because I love you stiles.... And if you ever loved me you gotta trust me."

"You know I love you but I can't trust you Derek. You broke my trust when you left and wouldn't speak to me for a year and a half." I start to think asking was pointless

"I went down to the station to ask your dad for his blessing." I whisper standing up as tears fill my eyes. He wanted the truth and he got what he wanted.

"Wait what."

"Does it matter now that the surprise is ruined?" I say emotionless feeling numb but upset at the same time.

"Derek..." he says tears in his own eyes now "I'm sorry."

"Doesn't matter.... I'm gonna leave anyway right." I whisper and go upstairs. I lay in our bed facing the wall. Facing away from the door. Curled up now.

STILES POV:

He left once... now what I'm just never suppose to trust him again? I feel bad. He wanted to surprise me and my trust issues made me think he was lying about something that would effect me.

I lay on the couch letting him before I grab my backpack and keys walking out. I go to my dads house entering my old room. I lay on my bed unable to sleep because one I don't have my Derek and I don't have my pillow. I just lay there crying silently. Until it gets late. My phone is off and my dad walks into my room hearing me.

"Stiles?" He asks worried before walking over sitting next to me "what's wrong?"

"I fucked up." I cry

"What do you mean?" He says rubbing my back

"I mean I made Derek tell me the truth and he isn't happy with me and he has every right to be."

"What are you talking about?"

"I know he asked you for my hand."

He sighs "stiles.... You need to trust him."

"He left me dad."

"And you're right but I'm telling you right now I know how much he deeply regrets it... he did it to protect you."

"W-what?"

"If they got here they would target you stiles. He left to prevent that."

Tears run down my face and I feel even more guilty "I ruined us."

"Stop it lay down relax." He holds me until I calm down and fall asleep. He calls Derek and he has calmed down by now.

DEREKS POV:

I pack a bag and grab stiles pillow. I drive to Noah's and park outside before walking inside to see Noah holding stiles. Tears fill my eyes. I sigh and rub my forehead. I walk over and look at Noah "I got him."

He nods and pats my shoulder walking out. I sit down putting the pillow on his bed and I strip down to my boxers I kiss his forehead carefully stripping him. Not wanting to wake him. I lay down next to him pulling him onto my chest I kiss his head rubbing his back

He manages to sleep peacefully though out the night. I realized I don't care if he knows or not. He doesn't know when I'm gonna propose he might think it's soon and he might be right but he doesn't know what day or what time or anything. Plus he knew I was marrying him blessing or no blessing. I don't sleep. In the morning he wakes up and he sniffles and snuggles into me I hold him. "I'm not mad. I'm sorry I was being a dick."

"You have every right to be."

"No I don't. I left and I scarred you. I hurt you that now your paranoid if I leave... stiles if I leave I'll come back like I did this time but I won't ever say good bye the same way I did last time. But as far as I can tell I'm never leaving again... and I don't care if you know that I got his blessing stiles because blessing or not. You know I was gonna marry you."

"Yeah but now that I know that your gonna propose the surprise is ruined."

"Well do you know when I plan on proposing? When? Where? What day? What time?"

"No."

"Then how is it ruined. We already knew I was gonna marry you?"

He sighs burying his face in my chest "I hate you." He mumbles

I smile "I love you too."

He chuckles tiredly and I kiss his head holding him "I love you stiles Stilinski and I mean that."

"I love you too." He smiles. I watch him play with my hand before pulling him onto my chest

"hey you ok?" I ask softly. He sniffles and nod "baby you can tell me no matter what it is."

"I know I'm just... I'm still upset with myself."

I growl gently grabbing his remote turning on Netflix before flipping us over. I pin him under me as I bite his neck gently. I smirk as I earn a moan knowing this is gonna be a good day.