Forbidden Love {Sterek} Book 2

Chapter 11: Phone

DEREKS POV:

I wake up groaning to the curtains being pulled open and bright sunlight hurting my tired eyes. "Stiles." I growl

He chuckles and looks over "yes honey?"

"I'm going to kill you." I mumble half awake he chuckles walking over to the side of the bed leaning down kissing my head.

"Well I'm gonna go shower does somebody want to join me or want to be a grump and lay in bed?"

"Or how about." I pull my nude boyfriend back in bed snuggling him "you join me back in bed."

He chuckles happily and straddles me cupping my face kissing me deeply

I quickly open my eyes gripping his hips kissing back. I smirk when he pulls away "somebody want a round two?" I raise a brow and before I know it he teases me running off me into the bathroom. Locking the door. I chuckle standing up walking towards the bathroom. I knock "open this door babe or I'm going to break it open."

He opens it and I nod walking in closing it behind us.

After we shower and do other things...

I walk out in a towel and theo is sitting on his bed criss crossed. I see him going through stiles phone but stiles doesn't care. That's not fair he has no right to do that especially how me and stiles got in a fight over my phone. Not to mention the photos we send each other. I look at stiles who is covered with a towel around his waist walking out with a toothbrush in his mouth. He doesn't even blink. I'm anxious. I watch theo smirk at stiles towel and my eyes go red "get out." I mutter and stiles looks at me.

"What why he isn't bothering anyone."

I scoff and nod. I walk to stiles glaring down at him. "Did you cheat on me."

"What no."

"Your telling me the year and a half I was gone you didn't get drunk and make a mistake." I mutter angry now and tears fill my eyes "I'll ask again. Did you cheat on me."

Tears fill his eyes and he looks away I scoff in pain and nod. I grab my clothes walking into the bathroom. I quickly get changed and he is pounding "DEREK PLEASE." He cries and I can't not right now at least.

I swing the door open pushing stiles back he tries to latch onto my arm. I grab his hand hurting him. My eyes red he grabs my hand in pain crying and I quickly let him go. I didn't mean to do that. I'm not angry with him I'm angry with theo. I grab my bag walking out. I go home.

Once home I start packing his stuff as I feel physically sick and in pain my chest hurting. It's not fair. I shove his shit in boxes putting them downstairs before laying in bed with my door locked. I quickly grab the trash can near my nightstand throwing up black blood. Im pale and cold but im sweating. Im violently sick and it's not that hard to tell.

I lay in my bed wide awake staring at the wall tiredly as tears slide down my face... I forgive him... although I shouldn't... he doesn't deserve to be. This isn't the first time and I should have known from the first time. He doesn't seem like that kind of person but that's when I hear pounding on the bedroom door.

"Go away." I mumble

"Please let me in." His voice is broken I can tell he is shaking

"Why... every time you hurt me."

"I mean in the room Derek we need to talk about this."

"TALK ABOUT WHAT!" I growl "HOW YOU CHEATED ON ME! HOW CAN WE TALK ABOUT THIS!" I scream in pain

"I didn't.."

"Yeah right."

"Listen to my heart."

"Don't know what good that's gonna do."

"Just listen ok... I didn't answer that question because I was one scared. You started getting angry with me so my heart rate spiked I was fucking terrified Derek, and two you really think I wanted to answer that question? You assumed I cheated on you when I regretted it the first time do you know how that makes me feel? How that makes me think you don't trust me."

He is telling the truth. Tears run down my face. I can't give in it still isn't fair.

"You don't trust me. So why should I trust you."

"Because we need to work on fixing that together but Derek I didn't cheat on you. I was upset how you could even think that."

Again it's the truth. "Have you ever thought about cheating on me again."

"Yes and no. That depends."

"On what." I mutter

"Yes I thought about me cheating on you again but not meaning to do it... I thought of it and I was scared. What I mean by that is my thoughts saying oh my god if I do it again he won't be able to look at me... if you mean imaging me doing it for fun then no I haven't.."

I smile slightly at that Before I throw up again and panic sets in "Derek?! Derek open the door please."

I wipe my mouth laying back down "no."

"Derek please."

"You don't deserve to see me like this."

"I need to."

"No."

"Open the door or I'll have Talia open it for me."

I sigh getting up. I'm shirtless and wearing jeans. I walk over tears in my eyes. I open the door and tears run down his face when he sees me. He touches his neck he didn't even know it was fading but it stopped. "It's not fair that if our claim breaks your the one to die."

"I rather it be me."

"No that's not fair!" He cries and pressing his head against my chest.

I kiss his head sighing "I'm not dying anytime soon."

"Your not dying at all." He cries

"Yeah you're right." I mumble hugging him slowly starting to feeling better