Shut The F*ck Up, No One Cares

*cries* I Wanna Be Special Too! *cries more*

So you know how if you like the same gender, most people FREAK THE FUCK OUT ON YOU?

Yeah well, I wouldn't mind.

I just want to be special too! *cries*

So, I'm a girl if you didn't know, and I want to like girls.

*waits for any confusion to subside*

Is that weird? Like, I feel like it's weird that I don't like girls, but I want to.

I just feel like I'm left out and not special because I'm a girl and I like guys, while it seems like these days every girl likes girls and the same with guys!

Like, take Hannah Hart or Tyler Oakley for example. They're like their own gender and they're lives are great!

Why can't I have that? Why can't I be special?

And it seems to me that every time I read a new Phanfic the author is usually a girl, and after a couple chapters there's an author's note saying she came out to her family and they were happy for her and now she has a girlfriend!

I want to be able to say that! But I can't, and that makes me really sad, which isn't easy to do.

Like, I'd be fine with coming out, I'd be like: "This who I am, and if you don't like it, then you can just take a hike and go fuck yourself." *flips hair* *walks away*

But I can't because I don't like girls, and I am just really confused.

So, sorry for the rant, I just needed to get this off my chest and none of my friends or family really care.

Also, I don't mean to offend anyone by any means. I just don't really know what's going on in my mind right now, and you guys are really the only ones I can talk to anymore.

Love you guys, bye. xxx