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My Questions; Your Answers

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Ok so hi :3

As you can probably tell from the title -unless you're lost, in which case hi, you have reached one of the randomest, most pointless, and just... idek books ever. Please, make yourself comfortable- that I have some stuffs I need advice on.

So as you should know by now, I live on the Internet. And when I say live, I mean I literally LIVE on the Internet, so I need some help with certain human interactions I've come in contact with lately.

Actually it technically started last year (when I was in 7th grade)...

Anyway, so last year there was this kid in my class that I'd never talked to ever before but I liked him because of his hair.

No I'm not kidding, I literally like someone I'd never met or even talked to before just because of his hair.

But I mean, it was long, flippy hair so...

Anyway, so at the end of that year I decided (*cough*was forced*cough*) to walk home with my friend Hope and her friends, but that didn't really go as planned and I ended up walking home with one of my other friends/almost step sister Kory.

What I didn't know was that the kid I liked also walked home with her.

So long story short ('cause it's 1:54am and I have to get up at 6am for school tomorrow :P) I found out his name is Tyler and since I would be walking home with my friend Kory from then on, I would be walking home with him too.

~Time Skip To A Little After The Middle Of The Summer~

So my friend had just recently started dating his guy called Zane and he was apparently best friends with this guy Tyler, but I didn't know that at the time.

Anyway, my friend start messaging me on FB saying she was bored, so I asked what she was doing and she said she was talking to Zane and Tyler.

I was like: "Cool."

And she was like: "Yea but I'm still bored. Hey I have a question"

And I was like: "What?"

And she's like: "Do you like Tyler?"

And so I was thinking: omg yes, how did you find out? I didn't tell anyone and I didn't tell you myself, wtf?

But I was like: "Tyler...?" asking which Tyler she meant, 'cause at the time I knew four Tylers.

And she's like: "The one who walks with you and Kory."

And I was like: "No, I don't really know him."
But I was thinking: UMM, YES, HOW THE FUCK DO YOU KNOW ABOUT DIS STUFFS?

~Another Time Skip To This Year~

So Tyler is in my class and in between when Hope and I had that conversation and now, she had told me that he had told her he liked me and she was asking because he said he liked me and she wanted to know if I liked him too.

A few weeks ago her and I were at this playground and she was trying to guess the people I liked and I gave her clues, but as soon as I did I was like: "fuck, I just completely gave it away."

So now she keeps bugging me to let her ask him out for me.

But now back to my part in this problem... I kind of want to ask him myself and if he does actually like me, tell him I like him. But just thinking about actually doing that makes me panic, to the point where I have to do something to make me completely forget it and calm down.

I just feel like either me or him should be the one to say something to the other, 'cause I feel like if Hope asked/told him for me and then he asked me about it later it would be even more awkward than just doing it myself.

And that's where I need your guys help. What do you think I should do?

Should I let Hope ask/tell him for me so I don't get so worked up over doing it myself, or find out for myself?

I'm just worried that either way something will go wrong, like if I ask him and it turns out he doesn't like me or never did, I wouldn't know what to do or say and it would be really awkward.

And if I let her ask, she would be really loud about it and anyone who heard her would know and then everyone in the whole school would know.

Even the 5th-7th graders would probably know!

So please, if you have any advice for me, let me know. I could really use it...

Ok, hopefully next time I talk to you it will be just 'cause I want to and not 'cause I need help, and hopefully it will be sooner :3

Talk to you guys soon, thanks so much ♥