Black Butterfly || Anakin Skywalker x Reader

31 - Falling For the Enemy

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"You changed the rules of the universe when you fell in love with the enemy."

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Now that I was no longer caught up in the moment, I was crumbling.

I placed my hand on the hallway wall to keep myself balanced as I walked towards the music. My heart was racing, my blood was pumping, and it was as if my vision came and went with every heavy beat of my heart.

The music in the club felt like it was vibrating throughout my entire body, and my breaths were coming out in shallow pants. I was having a panic attack, and that, while also having alcohol circulating through your system, is definitely one of the most uncomfortable and sickening combinations to endure — it almost felt like I was about to die.

What did I do?

What the fuck did I just do?

That was a mistake, a huge mistake that I never should have allowed to happen, no matter how strong the temptation was.

But at the same time, it felt so good and all I kept thinking about were the way his lips felt against mine, and how his hands that roamed my skin gave me goosebumps that chilled my body.

It all made me sick to my stomach because I knew what it meant — I was inevitably falling for the enemy.

I pushed the door open and left the hallway finding myself back by the VIP section where Ahsoka was, sitting on Piett's lap in the midst of a heavy make-out session. The second they heard the door open, they both ended their embrace to look in my direction, "Oh my god (y/n), are you okay?" Ahsoka jumped off of Pietts lap and rushed over to me, he followed behind her.

(TW: Vomit)

Feeling sick to my stomach, I shook my head and pointed at the trash bin. Before I knew it, Piett had the can in-front of me and I was throwing up into it.

"I knew I should have limited you," Ahsoka sighed as she held my hair back while tears streamed down my cheeks as I continued releasing the contents of my stomach into the can. This moment of weakness wasn't because of the alcohol like she thinks, but it's because my body reached a limit on what it could handle.

I just got cheated on by my husband, which that already made me sick enough. But now I just did the unthinkable, I gave into the temptation, a horrible transgression that was going to linger over my head like a dark cloud.

And what made it worse is that I wanted to do it again.

"I want to leave, please," I whispered as I caught my breath. I know we just got here not that long ago, but I wanted to get away from him. No I needed to get away from him, sober up, and make sure that never happens again no matter how tempting it becomes.

I have a job to, do and with every fiber of my being — I intend to do it.

Ahsoka didn't hesitate to nod, "Of course — babe can you drive us home in my car." She addressed Piett who set the can back where it belonged and waved someone over to come change it. I felt embarrassed, but then I remembered that he deals with a lot of drunks on a daily basis so that did make me feel a little better about him watching me throw up.