Wish you were gay (Wheesa)

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Hwasa

"Mamamoo! Mamamoo! MA-MA-MOOOO!"

I'm at my couch sitting, holding a radish light stick while excitedly jumping and singing Mamamoo's fanchant. I'm a certified and a die hard fan of Mamamoo. They're songs are such a bop!

"Kim Yongsun! Moonbyul-ih! Jung-"

As I jam to their song, I'm in the middle of their performance when someone knocked on my apartment's door. Making me flinched. It was an aggressive knock though, aaaand- Who the hell will knock on someone's door in the middle of the night?

But before I drag myself, I already know who that person was. It's her routine though.

And I'm kinda used to it

The moment I opened the door, Her face welcomed me. Smiling- no... She's obviously smirking. As if she's seducing someone at the bar, asking for phone number.

Seducing me, obviously.

"Hi.. you're pretty. But I'm looking for my girl" she said smiling like an idiot.

"And who would it be, madam?"  I chuckled

"Her name is... Hyejin. You kinda look really like her. Is she your sister?" She asked

Her girl? I'm her girl? What does it mean, anyway? And-

What is she doing?

Every questions in my head was answered when she slightly tripped in her spot trying to get inside my apartment. I wrapped my arms around her waist to support her. Looking at her reddened face, as her warm breath entered my nose, I can tell she's really drunk

"Wheein-ah. You're drunk. How did you get in here? And wow. It's the first time I saw you this drunk huh"

"I'm- not drunk"  Wheein pout. She sigh when she sat on the sofa. 

It's really rare for me to see Wheein in this state. The last time I saw her drunk, when she had a problem with her dad. And it's been a year since that happened. That's why I knew something wasn't right

"Spill it Wheein-ah. What's the matter?" I asked as I put the bowl of water on the table

"Why would I tell my problems to someone I didn't know?" Her response made me laugh so hard. She still thought I'm a stranger.

Cute

I started wiping the wet towel on her hand up to her shoulder just to lessen the heat she's probably feeling right now.

"She's gay. . No! She's obviously straight... But she's really gay" Wheein started mumbling words. I can hear it clearly since she's yelling it. But those words were started to confused me.

Who is she referring to?

"Oh crap! She's... She's straight"  Wheein's expression screaming disappointment

"What are you saying, Whee?"

"Sssshhh. Quiet! She might hear you! She don't know what I feel! As if... As if she really care though." Wheein put her finger on my mouth stopping me from talking. I just laughed and nodded at her

"Okay. Okay.  I'll listen then.. but let me wipe this towel to your face, Yeah?"  Wheein nodded

I gently put the towel on her face. Wheein calmed. When she felt the cold towel.

"I-I like her." Wheein pout.

Who?

"I like her. But I don't think she cared"

"I was about to tell her what I feel. But I saw her with someone. With a guy to be specific....I saw her hugging him. I know she's happy with him-"

"Who am I to broke her happiness. Who am I to stop her being with someone she love.... Who am I to be like by her?"

"And..... And I can't a-afford to break our- our f-friendship"

"I like... I like Hyejin... But I don't think she feel the same way... But miracles can happen, right?" Wheein smiled trying to get some hopes.

"I wish she was gay...."

Is it allowed to get blush when someone telling what her problem is? She's confessing... About me

Breathing heavily, I can feel the warmth in my face. I immediately run towards the kitchen to drink some water to calm myself and to think about what Wheein said

Am I that insensitive? I don't know Wheein feel this way. I am freaking idiot. Stupid.

I'm dating guys to distract myself from the thought of falling inlove with my bestfriend. with Wheein.  Not knowing she feel the same way too.

What the fuck am I thinking? 

I hit myself multiple times for being this stupid before dragging myself back the living room. It took hours before I managed to calm myself. I can't even sleep.

Wheein was on a deep slumber. She's laying comfortably on the sofa. She look so wasted. But still, look cute and adorable. She's too pure and innocent

I always asking myself how did I like this adorable puppy? I somehow wanted to protect this girl sleeping right in front of me. If only  I could kill those people trying to hurt her, I definitely will.

I mindlessly caress her pretty face, tracing every detail from her brows, her big dough eyes, her pointy nose,  and to her soft pinkish lips.  I wonder how it taste like.

But I won't take advantage of her drunk state.

Not now

Not until she'll initiate first

"Hmmm" a soft moan escaped from her mouth. She might felt someone touching her face.

Before I could retreat my hand, Wheein opened her eyes. As she looked at me confusedly.  She probably thinking how the hell she got here

"H-hi" I sweetly said. Wheein smiled at me while I'm tucking the strands of her hair to her ear. I hate when her hair covering her pretty face... Wait, how many times did I said pretty?

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Wheein smiled when Hyejin tucked a few strand of her hair. Her morning will definitely good especially when the first thing  she saw the moment she opened her eyes is the beauty of this girl in front of her

"Fucked hangovers"  Wheein cursed when she felt her head spinning

"You're drunk last night" Hyejin said, helping Wheein to sit. "How much did you drink, Wheein-ah"

"I-I don't know. I can't even remember anything" Wheein responded. Disappointment is visible from Hyejin's expression thay Wheein didn't notice.

"I-I just remembered that I dreamed about confessing-"

w-wait .... Wait..... Wait

No


No way


That's... Not possible


Something came from Wheein's mind. From what Hyjein guessed, her pup remembered it... And it's not a dream

"D-Did I-I.... Did I-"  Wheein's eyes widened pointing her fingers from herself to Hyejin when reality hits her

"Yep, it's not a dream, Wheein-ah. You really did though" she laughed looking at the latter's expression. She really love teasing her.

"Let me get you some breakfast" Hyejin stood

But before she could totally left the girl, she said something that made the older girl speechless


" You don't have to wish about it, Wheein-ah.. I'm gay"











"And this gay likes you too"




She heard it loud and clear. From that, Wheein's soul left her body

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