Spectator

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Sometimes, I wish I could read your mind

I don't know if I'm doing life right

Sometimes, I wish I could tell if it's fine

Is it supposed to feel like a fight?


Success, but not working too hard

How do I know if I'm going too far?

I wish there was some kind of alarm bell

How do I know if I'm doing well?


I want to throw my laptop out the window

Is it normal to feel this low?

I want to play games and escape time

Even still, it nags at the back of my mind


Sometimes, I wish I could read your mind

I don't know if I'm doing life right

I'm tempted to pick my whole being to pieces

But this is more of a trap than a release


I feel like I shouldn't be sad

I have things that others never had

I also hear that humans aren't cold

I guess it's okay if I'm not always bold


I feel like an ocean with strong oscillations

I need to learn all this information

My boat's being tossed, it doesn't feel nice

Is a crazy ocean better than ice?


Sometimes, I wish I could read your mind

I don't know if I'm doing life right

When I see people, I only see their shell

Maybe I am fine. Maybe I don't need to tell.


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