Sometimes, I wish I could read your mind
I don't know if I'm doing life right
Sometimes, I wish I could tell if it's fine
Is it supposed to feel like a fight?
Success, but not working too hard
How do I know if I'm going too far?
I wish there was some kind of alarm bell
How do I know if I'm doing well?
I want to throw my laptop out the window
Is it normal to feel this low?
I want to play games and escape time
Even still, it nags at the back of my mind
Sometimes, I wish I could read your mind
I don't know if I'm doing life right
I'm tempted to pick my whole being to pieces
But this is more of a trap than a release
I feel like I shouldn't be sad
I have things that others never had
I also hear that humans aren't cold
I guess it's okay if I'm not always bold
I feel like an ocean with strong oscillations
I need to learn all this information
My boat's being tossed, it doesn't feel nice
Is a crazy ocean better than ice?
Sometimes, I wish I could read your mind
I don't know if I'm doing life right
When I see people, I only see their shell
Maybe I am fine. Maybe I don't need to tell.
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