part twenty five: library

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This chapter mentions homophobic slurs if that makes you uncomfortable / triggers  in anyway please scroll off.

I sit there with my head on his shoulder while my heart beats faster than it should.

"I love you too." He says.

I can't help but stare at him like a maniac, when he looks back at me I feel my cheeks burning up.

He then grabs my face and kisses me.

My eyes widen.

"Niki! What if someone saw!" I say worried.

Obviously the whole school knows me as 'the gay kid' but Niki, he's the popular kid that everyone loves. As much as I would love to yell out to the world that I'm dating him I have to respect his boundaries.

He gives me a reassuring smile.

"It'll be fine, nobody saw us." He says while patting my head.

I still can't help but feel nervous, I wouldn't want Niki to go through what I did.

Flashback 'A year ago':

As I'm walking to my locker I see one of my best friends and give him a friendly wave, but he just looks at me with an unfamiliar look which makes me worried.

"Hey." I say as I walk up to him.

"Look, Sunoo I'm gonna make this short. I heard your gay now or whatever and I don't want you having a crush on me or some shit so I'd feel more comfortable if we stopped being friends." He says and walks away.

I can't help but stand there unsure of what just happened and rush to the bathroom.

'Some friend' I think to myself as I'm sitting alone in some random stall.

I hear a few people start to walk in and I try and leave quickly but I hear my name mentioned and quickly stay put.

"You hear about Sunoo?" Someone says.

"No?" Another says in confusion.

"I heard he's a fag now." The first guy says while laughing.

"Really? I mean nobody ever liked him anyway." The second guy says as they leave.

I can't help but feel tears rush into my eyes and end up spending the rest of the day in the bathroom silently crying.

Now:

I feel taps on my shoulder and look up at Niki and see a worried look in his eyes.

"Is everything okay?" He asks.

"Hm? Yeah, Yeah! Everything's okay!" I say while smiling, not realizing my expression must've changed.

"Okay." He says still sounding a little worried.

"Finally home!" I say to myself in relief.

"Hey Sunoo?" Jungwon calls out.

"WHAT!" I yell.

"Come here!" He yells to me.

I let out an annoyed sigh.

"K coming!" I say while running up the stairs.

When I enter the room he looks up at me with a concerned look.

"What?" I ask, since it's the only normal thing someone does in these situations.

"What we're you doing in the library today?" He asks.

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