The maze runner: If I live (Newt x reader)

Chapter 26

Hi guys! I've been away for a week but I'm back now and I hope you enjoy the book!
Newt

I'm doing it, I'm actually really doing it. Newt, what are you doing? You may be asking. Well dear readers of Wattpad, I'm asking Y/n to be my girlfriend today.

 Last night I was thinking, no one in the world makes me happier than Y/n. Her smile brings my soul happiness and when she is in pain I would kill myself to make her feel better. Fer face, body, personality and soul is perfect. Everything about her is perfect. I dreamt about me and her living our lives together last night. As soon as I woke up I started crying. When I think about it, I don't want to live my life without Y/n. Without her I am nothing, and with her I am everything. 

I've got nothing planned. Absolutely nothing. But Thomas can help me. I rushed to his hut and shook him awake. "Shucking hell Newt, what do you want?''He asked me, clearly really tired. I grinned at him sheepishly, "Can you help me  ask Y/n to be my girlfriend?" I asked him. His face lit up and his eyes widened happily as he grinned and quickly started bobbing his head in agreement. "How?" he asked me, jumping out of his hammock in glee. "Shh, she's over there" I said to him, putting my fingers over my mouth. "So, when she wakes up I want to give her flowers. And then I'll ask her ''. I said to him, "OMG, YES!" he yelled and then he chuckled sheepishly as he realized how loud he said it as I glared at him. "Well, go on then" he said, pointing to the door. I smiled and nodded, heading towards the door, excited. I passed through the fields, I brushed my hand through the flowers, smelling the sweet scent, filling my nose. I had to find the perfect flower for Y/n. Because she was perfect. The multicolored flowers were mesmerizing in the red light of the sun. Nearly as mesmerizing as Y/n, I thought. I came to a stop when I saw a bunch of beautiful daisies and I bent down to pick some. I then walked over to some daffodils and I picked some too. "Perfect" I said to myself as I smiled at the thought of Y/N's reaction. I tried to imagine it but it was hard. Y/n's emotions were difficult to understand even though I tried to understand them. Her expressions were limited and small. Only once had I caught her laughing for real. She was in the kitchen with Fry and Chuck. They had tried to make pancakes with her and accidentally spilled all the flour on Y/N. They were mortified at what she would do to them so they started apologizing to her urgently and trying to wipe the flour off of her. Unfortunately for them, that just made it way worse and Y/N started hysterically laughing at them as they tried and tried again. I walked in, confused and I hid behind the door. I kept peeking in to see Y/n's face and it was mesmerizing. It made me laugh just to listen to her. I smiled at the memory and I shook my head, regaining focus. I had the bunch of flowers in my hand and I sprinted back to Thomas. "Got them?" he asked me, a big banner in his hand saying "Will you be my girlfriend?" in bubble writing. "Yep" I said, showing him the flowers I had picked earlier. "Great, now get to the tower and wait for her" he said to me, pushing me out of the door in a hurry