Chapter 28

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Y/N

Newt finally kissed me!! OMG that was the best thing that’s ever happened to me. I leaned back, staring back into Newt’s eyes. “Wow, hell of a first kiss, ya think?” he said and I then thought back when I kissed him without him knowing I did and I grinned sheepishly at him. “Well…” I said, not wanting to expose myself. “Well, what?” Newt said, his smile fading slightly “You kissed someone else?” He asked me and I panicked a  little. “No no, definitely not.” I said, still not wanting to tell him. “Well then what happened??” he asked me again. “When you were in the medjack’s hut I was also there with you to get stitches at some point… And when I saw you.. I couldn’t help but… Kiss you” I confessed everything really really fast and then I just stared at Newt’s shocked face. “Are you angry?” I said, fidgeting with my hands. “Not angry… Just sad” he said to me and my heart broke looking at his sad face. “Why sad?” I asked him. “Because I don’t remember our first kiss.” he said to me while turning his back to me and walking to the edge. “Newt… I’m sorry” I said, starting to realize how wrong what I did was. “I know what I did was wrong…And probably very disgusting for you, an-” he stopped me by putting his hand on my mouth. “What did you say?” he asked me. “I know it was disgusting for you” I said again, bowing my head down. “Y/n.. This is the only time I will ever tell you that what you just said was the stupidest thing I’ve ever heard. I’m not sad because you kissed me.. I’m sad because I didn’t get to kiss you back..” I looked up at him again, smiling slightly. “Really?” I asked, tears filling my eyes. “Yeeees,” he said, engulfing me in a bear hug… (We stayed like that for hours :) 

Newt

Tonight at the bonfire, me and Y/n are going to tell the other gladers that we are officially a couple. I (surprisingly) can’t wait to do it. I spent the afternoon sitting on my bed with Y/n. We are guessing the glader’s reaction to hearing the news. Thomas already knew, Minho would definitely freak out, Frypan would start making the WEDDING cake, Gally would probably go straight into dad mode and give me a lecture, Chuck would congratulate us both.. and the rest of the gladers would use it as an excuse to get drunk. (We love them though.) It’s always been so easy to talk to Y/n. No awkward silence, no lack of subject to talk about. I like to say that I don’t have social anxiety but.. I do. Y/n has really helped me lately with that though. And I love her for that. When she told me about the kiss she had with me I was very surprised, sad also, but I’m grateful Y/n told me. But I’m very intrigued and suspicious about something. My leg (where I got bitten) was miraculously healed when I woke up. I woke up right after Y/n kissed me. I was cured right after Y/n kissed me. She cured me. And I know, I know.. It sounds crazy. But there aren't really other explanations, are there? I’m not going to pester her with it though, I have a feeling she’s already stressed and I don’t need to make it worse. And after all, she might have no idea about what I’m talking about and think I’m crazy. For now all I’m going to do is let Alby know. If there’s one person that won’t ever tell your secret or make a bad decision… It’s Alby.
Omg they are finally together!! Your welcome  guys 😊

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