𝔹𝕖𝕤𝕥 𝕗𝕠𝕣 𝕐𝕠𝕦//_[𝐁𝐚𝐧𝐠 𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐧]

25: ᴏɴᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜ

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Althea was forced to stay in her room for two weeks to quarantine after going out. Camila wasn't taking chances since she came back late. Her meals were placed at the door and due to the mess of feelings clouding her mind and heart, she could hardly stomach anything. So she'd throw the majority in her trash and stack a bunch of other stuff on top of it so no one would notice.

On that initial night she came home, she was in a daze. Her and Bang Chan's accidental kiss rang loud in her mind. Louder than Leon's words, Leon's hurtful actions, and Leon all together. She was completely shocked that such a thing occurred. 

She knows it was accidental. His head was leaning down and she turned hers so she could address him and they met in the middle. Was he going for her cheek like she did to him?

Well whatever the intention, they kissed.

When it happened, her mind blanked. It was an emotional whiplash to go from crippling sadness to pure shock. She couldn't register what to feel. She's still trying to register what she feels. She knows she didn't hate it or hate the fact it happened. 

Does that make her a cheater?

"You're not a cheater." Chan's words ring.

And she really didn't feel like one. It was just an accident. She should move on. The responsible thing would be to tell Leon and be an honest girlfriend.

Except it's been playing on repeat for the last two weeks. Not the mention with how whenever the boys call her, she can hear him in the background and then remembers how his breath ghosted through her mask. Part of her was scared he hated her because it happened since he's avoiding talking directly. 

Plus if she told Leon he'd actually kill her.

On the first day of quarantine, her and Lorraine spoke and she could tell the female was pissed. It wasn't directed at her but with the response she gave it certainly felt that way. 

"How you couldn't tell me that nigga call you a cheater?"

"Ine....expect him to come..."

The conversation mainly consisted of Lorraine laying into her and stating death threats on Leon's life. At that she heard someone what sounded suspiciously like Hyunjin cheer gleefully. Felix, Jeongin, or Jisung would enter the screen rallying behind Lorraine like they knew what she was talking about. She hoped they didn't. 

Lorraine was upset for good reason but Althea really didn't want to cause a scene by bringing her in. Bang Chan handled it beautifully in her opinion. 

He adapted to her story perfectly and was there to calm her down when Leon left after messing with Renee. No apology, no admission of what he did or her words. Leon chose to believe his friends who he's known in less than half the time he's known her. He was silent throughout the quarantine. She messaged him sometime at the end of the first week but was left on read. And cried herself to sleep. 

Renee didn't say anything because she couldn't remember. And Althea didn't want to be the one to remind her for the female to give her a sympathetic/pitying look while spewing apologies. Aaron was the same way in that he was too drunk to notice. 

She wanted to talk to Lucas but she felt the male was going through things already and didn't want to add on. All of this went on in Althea's mind for two weeks. 

So it felt like she was freed from prison when it was over. And she didn't experience any symptoms so Camila could embrace her as she pleased. 

"Lo siento mija..." she murmurs.