What Are We?

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No one knows that my sister is dating the Min Yoongi (now engaged) so no one also knows that I 'personally' know any of the members. Of course my team knows I have a crush on Park Jimin but not that I talk to him from time to time especially when I went ring shopping with Yoongi and we would meet at the studio or someplace else they were hanging out - sometimes with all the members present or sometimes just one or two of them. If anyone knew, I just know my life will be not as peaceful as it is now.

And I intend to keep it that way.

That's why when I saw Jin on the side of the road and him drunkenly asking me to take him home I ditched Junki and Hyejin, texting them I had an emergency, just so I can help him. I also can't leave my future brother in law's best friend out on the street drunk. I had to drag him (yes drag his heavy ass) somewhere safe and out of the crowd.

"What's you're address so I can get a taxi for you?"

"Don't you drive? Are you Namjoon?" He looked at me, squinting his eyes, trying to focus to confirm his suspicion. He kinda looked cute doing that with his mouth in a pout.

"I'm not Namjoon oppa and I can drive! I've been driving since I was 16 years old but I don't have a car here in Korea. And even if I do have a car I'm pissed faced so I won't be able to drive unless you want us to end up in a ditch somewhere or in prison"

"Who are you?"

"It's Saab. Ellie's sister, remember?" The one you hate and now who's trying to help you.

This is not good if anyone finds out that Worldwide Handsome got so drunk and ended up laying on the street. Worse, his career at the company might be prejudiced because of this.

"Saab-aaaahh!" That name again.. "you're here to help me get home? I don't want to go home. Just take me to your place I want to go there. I've never been there. Please?" Pulling both hands together as if in prayer and now that he's drunk, he's pulling off all these cute faces - he's signature tiny smile, kissy faces. I won't be surprised if he starts sending flying kisses my way anytime now.

My house is just 10mins away and I guess that's better than staying here arguing with him.

But what I failed to factor in is that his drunk ass won't move his legs and I had to constantly drag him and at some point piggy back him so we can make a move on in this supposedly short 10min walk that turned into a trek in hell.

I reached my apartment building and thank goodness most residents are now asleep at this time and the lack of security cameras, I didn't have to worry about getting caught of, what looks like kidnapping an unconscious man back to my apartment.

We took the lift, piggy back him again until we got to my apartment. Thank goodness again that my apartment is really small that I didn't have to carry him on my back that long from the front door to the couch where I dropped his drunk ass.

In all accounts, I love my apartment. It's in the middle of the city, close to everything that's why i didn't ever need a car. Everything is walking distance and within reach by subway or bus.

It's a one bedroom unit, actually it was makeshift. It's really a studio but they built a thin wall between the living area and balcony then called it a bedroom. As you enter, I have a shoe rack on the right and to your left is some closet space next to the stove top, sink and a washing machine shoved under the only counter space available for food prep. Not ideal for a culinary student like me but hey, I guess I'm here for convenience. Across the kitchen is the shower/toilet. I don't have a dining area that's why I use my coffee table to eat my meals as I watch tv, sitting on the couch where Jin is currently plopped.

I sat on the floor as I catch my breath before I got my bearings again. The alcohol quickly dissipated from my system as I sweat it out during that hike. I got up as I need to shower to wash off the sweat. It's getting warm now and my ac isn't the best at cooling the space. You would think being such a small unit shouldn't need that much power to cool it. The landlord must have thought that too so they installed the smallest ac unit ever made. I had to buy two electric fans in the house to cool down especially in Summer.

I checked on him first to make sure he's still breathing and once I've confirmed he's alive, I've decided I can shower safely now.

The shower/toilet situation in Korea is different or at least my apartment. There isn't a glass frame or shower curtain to divide the toilet from the shower. So if you bring in your clothes inside, it will get wet with you. Normally it's not an issue but because Jin is plopped on my couch and might wake up anytime, I needed to bring some clothes with me so when he does, he won't see me wrapped in my towel walking past him on my way to my bedroom to put on some clothes. I placed my change of clothes on a box by the shower door so I can quickly reach for it when I'm done and ready to get changed. My dirty clothes I can risk getting wet since it will be going to the wash soon after.

I quickly showered, got dressed in a T-shirt and pyjama pants. I contemplated if I should wear a bra since there's a man in the house or just leave the girls hanging. I've decided to wear a tank top with a shelf bra under my tshirt for extra layer of fabric so my nipples don't show through. I have my hair up in a towel because I might wake him up if I blow dry my air. I'll just sleep in wet hair tonight.

I got out of the shower and see that he's still sleeping. I was just gonna walk past him but he looked too uncomfortable - he still has his shoes and socks on, neck tie loosely hanging on his neck. At least he's taken off his jacket back in the street, which I almost forgot to pick up when we started heading towards my place.

He is really tall so his legs are dangling off my 2 seater couch. I kneeled next to the couch and started to untie his shoes, take it off and his socks holding my breath just in case his feet stink, they don't. Then I put a cushion underneath his knees to at least make him comfortable. I leaned in to take off his tie and unbutton his shirt and I came face to face with his perfectly proportioned facial features. I've never been this close to him before. I know he looks good from afar but this close to him I can tell why he is indeed worldwide handsome. He is 10 years older than me but his skin is flawless and his lips, full and soft looking. Like you can bite it and it will be juicy. His eyebrows and nose are perfect. He looks like he jumped straight out of a manhwa.

I remembered the latest manhwa I'm reading where the main character have finally confessed their love to each other and slept together for the first time. The girl is a virgin just like me and was so awkward with her more experienced boyfriend. She was so shy but once she got over it, boy was she freaakky. That thought made me damp between my legs and seeing Jin up close didn't help either.

I carefully loosened his neck tie and pulled it off when he suddenly jolted up grabbing my hand. I froze and don't know what to do as he stared at me. I was trying to read his expression when he suddenly let go of my hand, grabbed my neck and pulled me in for a kiss. His soft full lips firmly pressed on mine, as his hand hovered my breast and cupped a feel. I froze but I quickly came to my senses and pushed him away. He plopped back on the couch as if he was a rag doll, a beautiful, sexy rag doll.

I checked if he's awake but he wasn't. What was that? Was he dreaming? I tried to wake him up but he won't. I was so confused but what can I do. I just marched into my room blocked the door with my free standing wardrobe for safety precautions. Who knows what else he'll do when he's dreaming?

I can't believe I just had my first kiss, plus a quick touch to second base without the other party knowing it happened.