No, It's Not

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Chapter Twenty-Nine

[ your pov ]

"I...I'm sorry..." I said, grasping my hands together. "I-I don't think I can do this anymore. . ."

Vincent furrows his expression to a sad one. "What? Wh-why not?"

Tears flowed down my cheeks. Vincent walked to me holding my face in his palm and wiped the tears with his thumb.
"You keep saying you love me! And it. . . It hurts."

"H-hurts? It hurts you...?"
"Because every time we do something amazing, and it doesn't matter what it is, something always bad happens right after! Ever since you entered my life, I-I-I-I- My life..." I couldn't continue the sentence. I was hiccuping and sobbing.

He grabbed my hands and pushed me against a wall. "Every time we do something. . .amazing.. It doesn't matter what it is..." He kept my hands pinned and dug his face in the crook of my neck. "It always reminds me of how much I love you. Why can't you accept how much I love you?"

I stayed silent for a minute, soon after I heard sniffles, and the side where Vincent's face was became wet. I lifted him up to see his cheeks and eyes fresh with hot tears.
"I'm sorry, Vincey."

[ OMG second person pov :D ]

You hold Vincent tightly as you two slide down the wall and sit on the floor.
"Man," Vincent chuckled, wiping the remaining tears on his sleeve. "I'm such a pussy. You don't want a crybaby for a boyfr-- I mean...you don't want a crybaby...do you?"

"No, I suppose I don't want a crybaby." You sighed, leaning on Vincent's side.

Vincent lifted his head a little more, then he placed a kiss on your forehead.

You flinched, and Vincent noticed. He had backed away, and tears blurred your vision. "I really can't do this," You cried, clutching your head and letting the tears fall.

Vincent grunted in sadness. "(Y/n), please. Whatever I did... I'll make it up to you! Wanna get another cat? O-or..."

"Vincent, don't try anymore. I... really can't be with you."

"You can't...or you don't want to?" Vincent said, not bothering to cover the hurt in his voice. (NO PUN INTENDED. LOL. )

"B-both," you looked at Vincent and he just stared at you.

"Maybe Caleb really is your boyfriend," You heard him mumble.

Choking, you said, "Ew. No, Vince, Caleb is as queer as a three-dollar bill."

"Then why don't you...why can't you..."

You shook your head and looked at the ground. "I don't want to talk about it. Now please. G-get out."

You daren't look away from the floor, but you felt a pair of eyes staring at you, in disbelief, you supposed.

"It's fine..." He finally said, after a long silence.

"No..." You whispered, almost inaudibly, "No, it's not."

He didn't hear you say those three words. He was already gone.

[ your pov ]

He has slipped through your fingers again, (y/n).

I know.

Why are you so vulnerable?

I don't know.

You're gonna let him leave for possibly ever?

He'll come back. . .

No he won't. What the hell are you thinking? After what you said to him? Ha!

He always does.

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I M P O R T A N T

SHORT CHAPTER BECAUSE IM EVVVVIIIILLL! MWAHAHAHA!

But you did get two chapters in one update, amiright? Hehe.

there's a huge ass time skip right after. Please bear with me.

ALSO!

Am I funny to you guys! Or just lame...?

I'm just curious.

ALSO!!!!

I'm gonna start writing up a fan fiction that involves Vincent's PARENTS!!! ITs thEIR LOVE STORY AND IM GONNA MAKE IT. SO. CUTE.
Plus- Vincent's last name (from his father) will not be Cawthon, it'll be Somethin else!

ILY BABES

-Asylum xx

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