Zindlora Keyris

6th chapter

In my dream, I was on our farm again. Everything was different, Seth and Taiki were there with us. We no longer grew golden wheat, we had an orchard.
In the morning I went to Seth to take him out. Everything was cheerful. My dad was there with us too, he looked just like when he was taken away, but now he was happier. Love and peace radiated from everyone. My heart was happy, everyone I love is there with me, safe. One morning when Seth set off among the trees I saw a familiar figure, I didn't remember from where. We approached him to see if he was lost. We weren't that far away when I realized it was Frig. He stares at the ground. The air around him is full of dark and negative energy. He looked up at us and gave Seth a killing look. I headed for Frig to reassure him.
- Don't you dare come any closer! You don't know what you did to me!
Seth looked at me blankly. I bowed my head and then looked up at the angry Frig.
- Frig, listen to me. I'll tell you everything, you don't have to pull yourself up.
- You devil, you took her from me, who was most important to me. - He started walking towards Seth, a black cloud floating around him. He just disappeared. We searched for a moment to find out where he might be, then showed up right in front of Seth, surrounded by the same black cloud.
- Zindlora is mine! - He pulled out a knife and stabbed him in the chest
- Noooo !!! Seth !! No! - I ran to him, Frig stepping back a few steps and seeing a proud grin on his face - Please don't do this to me, don't do this. Seth, don't leave me here. - I sobbed, stroking his face as he just looked at me
- Zindlora, yours is my heart. You kidnapped my heart in my dream and you've had it ever since. - After that, I felt like he wasn't breathing anymore.

I immediately woke up from this horrible nightmare.
- Seth, no! - I almost cried out, then noticed that it was just an incredibly bad dream. Seth lays there beside me, cutting an astonished face, not knowing how long he could be awake.
- What's wrong with Zindlora? Are you having a nightmare? Was the tea that bad?
- No, not Seth. Tea is not the culprit. It was a nightmare, yes.
- Do you want to talk about it? I don't want to force it.
- As you know, you were in it. - I distract, just to ease my heart.
- All right, I understand.
- Well, I would start with that I have a friend, Frig. He helped us on the farm, I thought he was just my best friend. He was funny and kind, but somehow I didn't feel like... - I almost said his name again - he does. I think he's there or maybe he was there for me. So the dream. It started as a sweet dream. You and Taiki were there on the farm, one morning between the trees we found Frig. He was literally angry and ... and jealous of you. In the blink of an eye, he walked over to you and stabbed you. Your last two sentences were that I kidnapped your heart even when you first dreamed of me. It was terribly upsetting and I was hoping it was just ... an awful ... dream ... - My voice trailed off at the last few words, Seth sat up and hugged me.
- Don't worry, it was a dream, like you said. As you can see, I'm here with you. This morning. I see him being stabbed and now he is comforted here. I gathered myself and hugged him too.

After a while we let go of each other and then he said cheerfully:
- Remember, there will be the ceremomy today. All day.
- Ceremomy? - I've never heard of such a thing.
- Oh, it ... it's a ceremony for the Gods, it will give us security. The tribes will celebrate according to their own culture. It will take place under the leadership of the wise one, there have long been no people in the north, so it will be. Most will be in tribal costumes and dancing to exhaustion around them.
- Sounds interesting, I wonder what it will be like. And who is wise? A brux?
- Yes, no. - He got up from the bed and leaned against the kitchen counter - she's superior, her name is Srovixa. If you want, we can go to her.
- If she doesn't mind, I'd love to go.
- Then I'll be right there, in the meantime ... you can change - he said with a little hesitation, looking through me and swallowing between the two parts of the sentence.
He quickly turned his back and walked out. Heavens, he is trying so hard to hide his feelings. I may not be so used to it that seems to me so much, but I don't understand at all why I am like that. I don't understand my feelings, I often do things that wouldn't even occur to me. For example, yesterday when I suddenly hugged him or when I calmed him down by groping his face. I've only known him for a few days now, I don't understand why I'm like that. He may have been watching and taking care of me for two years, but we haven't talked before this.
I started to change my clothes and then the armor parts came. So to speak, I would never be able to pick them up alone, especially because of my wings. Where the hole is in my wings, it has to be connected underneath. I give up, I can't reach it to tie it up, I pick up the other armor, and then I sit down on the bed frustrated.