I love you, hang ups and all.

TWENTY-TWO

AN: so I wasn't supposed to write and publish this yet but as promised here's the next chapter. :)

>> GUN POV >>

I felt that I no longer control my body as I pounced onto Papi. Why do I feel inexplicably hot inside? Did it have anything to do with the drink Air offered me earlier? I don't think so as Oab looked fine afterwards.

I've always wanted Papi to myself. It increased when we spent our first night together when we bonded. Yes, I missed him in me for a while. Is there something in that drink that made my carnal desires grow exponentially.

Here I am straddling him but why is he just lying there. Something seems to struck a nerve and I ended up bawling.

Papi hesitated beneath me but still hugged me nevertheless and tried to calm me by stroking my back.

I don't know what came over me when I suddenly pushed him away. "You don't love me anymore. You grew tired of me already." I cried.

He tried to cajole me but I ended up pushing him back everytime with another complain from me. No matter how many times I pushed him away, he always came back and tried to keep me in his arm. We were like a boomerang only this time it was happening over and over again. As if he never gets tired of wanting me to comeback in his arms. I ended up crying away the confusion that was fighting in my head and my heart.

He held me in his arms but I was too weak and confused to do anything but melt in his embrace. I melted some more as I cried out and kept on calling him over and over and over like a broken record.

"Ssshh.... It's alright. I'm here." he held on to the back of my waist and my head as he swayed side to side.

"I'm sorry I wasn't there. I should've protected you better. I love you." He repeated those like a chant.

I was brought to my sense when I felt my nape getting drneched. I pulled back only to find Papi broken and crying.

"Papi." I said softly.

He looked at me and bombarded me with, "How are you feeling? Does it hurt anywhere? Do you feel uncomfortable? Do you still feel arm? Are you thirsty? Want something to eat?"

I held his hands between my hands, "I'm feeling better now, Papi. I'm sorry for making you worried. Don't cry na. If you do, I'll also end up crying." I wiped away some tears with my thumbs.

He nodded.  "You must be tired.  Drink some water then  rest." he said as he handed me a newly opened water bottle.

I just took a couple of sips and handed the bottle back to him.

"Have some more you were dehydrated." he firmly said. "If you can, finish up the entire bottle."

I nodded and drank as much as I could. I didn't realized that I was parched as I ended up finishing 2 bottles of water. Papi put the empty bottles on the floor.

"Why am I so thirsty? What happened to me?" I asked as Papi placed me on his side of the bed.

"Let's talk about it after you rest." he gently said.

"Papi, I want to lie down on that side." I pointed to my side.

"It's soaked. Why don't you sleep with me on my side for the time being." he offered.

I quickly snuggled in his arms. "Papi, why is my side wet? Did I accidentally peed on my side?"

"Gun, tell me what you remembered." He suddenly inquired.

I was in deep thought when he said, "If you can't remember that's fine. We can talk about it some other time."

"No. I'm not that old to forget. I remember you said I can go hang out with Oab so we went to walk at the beacha and splasheed abit in the water."