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recapi dont give a fuck if she was angry

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i dont give a fuck if she was angry. she know damn well how i get when i try to sleep. i barely even sleep anyways. so if im doing something that may help me get some, shut the fuck up and let me do me. its not drugs and im not killing anybody.

just fucking leave me alone.
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ive been down in houston for about 5 days now. aunt shelly got hella kids over here. she got lyla who's 12, gregory who's 13, charlie and charlotte theyre 2 year old twins. not to mention they be having over other cousins sometimes. thank god this house big though. if i was going to be in a cramped space with them i wouldve been dipped forreal.

gregory is a cool kid though, he isnt as loud as the rest of the kids. he just brings a friend over and they play basketball together out back. lyla she tries to stay quiet but when the cousins that i dont really know are over they're always arguing. theyre always trying to bother lyla, its so annoying.

other than that, im actually enjoying my stay. the weather is nice and i missed my family. i didnt see aunt shelly since the funeral. shes my daddy's older sister. shes 45 and hes 40 so its not that big of a age gap. she wasnt always around but if you called she was there. she was kind of like the black sheep of the family growing up. in her teen years she was out with friends doing teenage shit, while my father was being tucked in by selene. sometimes she was jealous of the care he received but she knew she wouldnt want him to be treated like her... differently.

but anyways, i just got off the phone with billie. i was taking out my sew in while she was telling me about what happened with her and zoe. she sounded so drained on the phone. something isnt right but im not going to stress about it, billie will let me know if anything is wrong.

i dont know why shes trying to hold onto that girl so bad. shes clearly not good for her, her whole existence is an ick to me. zoe needs to be get got and if its gotta be by me then so be it. im sick of her shit, she keeps fucking shit up. i can tell billie isnt getting any sleep. if she is its maybe a nap.

right now im in the shower washing my hair. ive been in here for nearly 30 minutes. i took my wide tooth comg and started to detange my hair. i did that until i was able to run my fingers through my hair without them getting caught. i did this a few times before i finally rinsed the soap out my hair. i did a final wash getting all the hair and product off my body. i dried off and got out. i went into my temporary room wrapped in my towel.

im thinking about just doing a wash and go. auntie is supposed to be taking us out somewhere later on. i dried my hair with a random tshirt to stop the water from leaking everywhere. i did the whole routine for my hair. i deep conditioned it along with a hot oil treatment. i put the curling creme in my hair and let my curls bounce. when that was done i went into a drawer pulling out a dress.

i pulled it up on my body but i couldnt zip it. "AUNTIEEE!" i called out.

"YEAHHH?!"

"CAN YOU COME HERE?!" i shouted asking her. she didnt reply but i heard footsteps. she heavy footed as fuck.

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