I can not believe time flew by like this. Im not talking about just these last few months, im talking about life in general.
Im graduating next week bro. Im basically going to be on my own. Bills? Taxes? Car notes? Lord kill me now. I was just a toddler imagining the sky being hot pink with cotton candy for clouds. I thought horses were unicorns in disguise. I used to think in order to stop a car at a red light you had to take the key out the ignition turning the whole car off, just to turn it back on.
(an: true story. i thought you had to do that to a car at every light💀)
I used to go on friday family dates with papa and ma dre. We would go for ice cream or somewhere random if we were feeling up to it. Now that ma dre isnt here, papa tries to take me out every so often. I remember portions of our first date without her. papa remembers every part, he says it was a beautiful night to remember. Lucky him. i was drunk because of him because he wanted to be cool.
Ive been hanging out with kman and anyha of course. I love them so much, theyre literally my besties. Anyha has this boo but she just tryna keep him on the low. I respect it but i told her to tell me the minute he start doing some fuck shit. Kman talking to this girl her name Mya. she a cute lil thing. She isnt around often but when she is its never dull or offputting. she from new york and her accent is mad thick. i love it so much it adds so much emphasis to what she be saying.
Billie is still in the picture. The best girlfriend to ever exist, i couldnt be more grateful for her. We're about to hit 5 months already. What the fuck. She still takes care of me on the first day of my cycle. Its like her own routine, she even calls out of school for me on those days. Ive tried to tell her to stay in school and that im fine. But she always says fuck that school and then calls me a liar.
Shes also been coming to watch me perform every saturday night at vibrato. She still talks to zoe from time to time but she knows to never pull no shit like she did for movie day again. Thinking of what zoe did pisses me off to the fullest to this day. let me not even dwell on it fore i fuck some shit up.
Prom is coming up in like 2 days. Im happy as fuck. Its wednesday may 25th, so its on friday. Billie and i decided to wear emerald green as our colors. Right now, everyone is at the spot in the park. Yes when i say everyone i mean, everyone. Im ignoring the hell out of her right now.
"I cant wait til prom bro. Im tryna get dumb lit." i stated.
"Word im tryna wake up the next morning forgetting my name." anyha added on. We snickered dapping eachother up. When we pulled away i noticed her reach in her bag. she pulled out a little bottle of vodka."You tryna start early huh?" i asked laughing.
"Hell yea." she said drinking some of the shot. "You want some?"
"Liquor been so nasty to me lately but yea." i said drinking the rest of hers. I gagged when i finished the last drop.
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Fanfictionsequel to Heal Me. g!p. Jhene and Billie are still holding on as strong as can be. its the end of their senior year. They're graduating and prom is coming up ! all the drama that i wanted to be in the first book will be brewed here. watch everythi...