𝐓𝐎𝐆𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐑, 𝐭𝐱𝐭

is soup okay?

mentions of vomit

their debut was set for three months from today, Misaki's stomach being home to both negative and positive feelings.

of course, she was ecstatic she'd finally be able to achieve her goals of debut, but the queasiness that came with being homesick never helped anyone.

her eyes snapped wide-open as she felt the uneasy feeling creeping up her throat yet again, her body flying off the bed as she rushed to kneel in front of the trashcan for the nth time that hour.

she quickly traced over everything she'd eaten the last forty eight hours, nothing out of the ordinary sticking out to her. the girl could only sigh in relief as the nasty flavour of her own vomit stopped protruding from her mouth into the toilet bowl.

she sniffled as her knees nearly gave out, barely being able to stand from the kneeled position she'd been in for a few minutes. she mumbled out a curse word as she leaned over the sink, turning on the faucet to swish water in her mouth.

it was times like these when she wished especially she'd her girls back, remembering how they'd never hesitate to start boiling a teabag or chopping the vegetables for a soup the moment another member would even think of coughing. it was like they'd all been created with a scanner to tell when their members were sick.

Mia failed to notice the line of boys standing outside of the bathroom door as she cleaned herself up, all eyes widened with worry and in alertness, waiting to see what they could do for the girl.

she turned around as she sighed for the nth time, wiping her hands on her oversized t-shirt before she froze, eyes finally finding those of SooBin's.

"you okay, Mia?" YeonJun said from behind the boy, Misaki's face slightly paling in fear as she realized they'd seen her.

why did it worry her so much?

the idea of her being their senior by a few years was always on the brim of her mind, Mia making herself believe she could never show a sign of weakness in front of the boys so they wouldn't think bad of her.

little did she know, she'd been oh-so wrong the entire time. as expressed plenty of times before, the boys wanted nothing but to become close with the girl, knowing they were the ones who had to take the first steps in creating the member-like bond since she would probably always be too shy to.

as if he'd been made to, her fellow middle child member walked closer towards the girl, asking before he did anything.

"can i help clean your face?" BeomGyu's soft voice asked, Misaki sucking in a quick breath before she nodded, watching as the boy's hand reached up with a dampened paper towel, lightly tapping at the residue that'd landed on her face.

Mia couldn't help but let her eyes move around, looking at everything but the boys who still looked at her as if she was the most beautiful artifact to ever exist.

the girl felt her face flush as BeomGyu's hand lightly trapped her chin to look directly at him, the boy showing a soft grin. "sorry, it was hard to clean with you moving around so much,"

Misaki let out an airy chuckle, mumbling a quiet "sorry" before keeping the position the boy'd put her in, allowing him to finish cleaning her face off.

she wobbled as the maknaes held either one of her hands, leading her to sit on the couch.

"do you want anything to eat? or is soup okay?" YeonJun asked, bending down in front of her. "soup is okay," she softly replied, YeonJun nodding as a warm grin placed itself on his face, patting the girl's head as he walked away.

it was one of the first time she felt like a part of the team — like she truly felt as if she'd people who cared about her.

♡♡♡♡♡♡, 完成!
SO SORRY i had this halfway written for
a month && never had any ideas :((
i know this sucks HAHAHA