Married and loved with a rich old man first

84. want to see you

as soon as this sentence was asked, lu zhi had some regrets.

he was actually not as calm as lu mengsheng looked, zhou ge's words had simply turned into a monstrous wave in his heart, and he felt that his worldview and life values had been broken.

from birth, luke has identified himself as a male, a human male creature.

in junior high school and high school, he took biology classes to learn the fertilization process of sperm and egg combination, learned the growth process of the fetus in the mother's body, and then he and qin sihuan were together.

in the past nineteen years, he had never thought that he could actually have children.

moreover, this matter has also been proved by his father lu mengsheng, coupled with a series of broken things that happened in his growth process, all of which prove that this matter is indeed true.

it's completely true.

he, that is... the monster in zhou ge's mouth, which is neither male nor female, is the third gender that is not recorded in biology textbooks—he was even disgusted by his mother as soon as he was born.

lu zhi didn't care, he sat in the café for a long time, and all that was going on in his mind was this.

if his own mother, the mother who watched him be born, would be afraid of him because of this matter, then qin sihuan, who had no blood relationship with him at all, and even had a cold and fierce personality?

if qin sihuan knew about this, he would feel afraid and stay away from him in the future. or will you think he's a strange species, and then just...

don't want him anymore. <

lu zhi did not dare to think about it.

there are many pictures in front of his eyes, there are qin sihuan stopping in front of him and beating li heng; there are also men who kiss him and say that lao tzu likes you or not; there are also qin sihuan who protect him in front of zheng yuan, accompany him to college, buy him jumping candy, take him to the beach to play, and finally qin sihuan came in through the window last night, very sticky and said he didn't want to leave.

lu zhi's fingers holding the mobile phone were trembling slightly, and it turned out that unconsciously, between him and qin sihuan, there were already so many memories. he was already in his heart, occupying a large part.

the man's head was quiet, only the sound of the paper turning, and lu zhi heard him say, "i thought about it." obviously, it was

just four simple words, and lu zhi inexplicably gave birth to a kind of unrealistic delusion.

qin sihuan thought about having a child, then he gave him a child, will qin sihuan not be afraid of him because he likes children?

lu zhi was no longer rational at this moment, he was full of fear that qin sihuan knew his abnormality and hated him, he licked the corners of his lips, his eyes were a little hot, his body leaned weakly against the wooden door panel, his head leaned back, and said: "that... so, if, i mean if, i gave birth to a little kid for you, wouldn't you... like him? will it be..."

will i not think i'm a monster?

monsters that are neither male nor female.

lu zhi couldn't say any more, his throat was a little choked, as if something was stuck in the throat tube, and the fear that would be abandoned by qin sihuan wrapped around him, making him breathless. <

he leaned back against the door panel and slowly crouched down, his fingers squeezing into his mobile phone, his fingernails glowing white, and his ears pricked up, waiting for qin sihuan's answer.