i woke up in seans arms, with an instant smile on my face. already the happiest and its only 10:00 AM. i watch him sleep for about an half hour, looking at his perfect face that i love so much. wow, he's perfect i really love him a lot. as thoughts wonder through my head for the next hour while snuggling with sean, i get up and go to the bathroom to go pee. and then i lay back down, get my phone and log on to twitter. and i see that its Hillary Clintons birthday today!
yaaas @hillaryclinton
Then i go though my tour set to see what places i have to finish off with on my 1st set of the tour. Next leg, im gonna be out of the country half of the year and Sean is gonna be in America. Our tours are just..so messed up it makes me extremely upset. i love my job & what i do and my fans, but sean is the love of my life... what am i gonna do?. never thought i would have such a huge conflict like this in my life ever!. i sigh, put my phone down, and go lay on top of Sean and kiss him till he wakes up. 'mmm' he said, making me laugh. 'morning my love!' i said kissing him once more as he kisses back. 'morning baby, what time is it?' sean said rubbing my back. '11:12' i said kissing him, as he kissed back, warmly passionately, wet loving kisses. then we started to have a full out make out session underneath the covers. and he knows i have nothing on underneath this tee shirt, so he starts teasing me. 'mmm, sean' i said bringing his hand up smiling, 'what? your just so beautiful' sean said bringing his hand back down rubbing me and kissing me. as im starting to get wet, witch he likes i think why not? im in the mood, its just everyones downstairs..oh well idc...were in love.i take my shirt off, and lay on him naked & wet, 'i love you' i said as i played with his 'friend' and started rubbing on him, ' i love you baby' sean said kissing me, as he starts to get hard, he gets up he lays me down gets in between my legs, and puts one finger in, as i moan, and grab the sheets of the bed wanting more. then he puts another finger in and i moan loader, wanting him to get inside of me already. he smiles as he's happy he's making sure he gives his girl all of the pleasure she wants. he takes his boxers off and he skips the condom and just inserts his friend inside of me. and i moan and moan thrusting my body with him to get more & faster. and then i move on him and ride him as he grabs on to my hips, i can tell im pleasuring him cause he keeps on kissing me and saying thank you. i just laugh, making sure we both reach our high.
Afterwords I just lay in bed and watch him sleep. He's perfect. all the structures in his face is literally bult like an angell. goddamn, I love him so much!. who knew two people can be so in love?. After hours of watching tv, and cuddling with each other cherishing every moment that were in each other arms. then miserable thoughts wondered in my head once again. what the hell??. why cant I just enjoy this time with my baby?. Then emotions come over me, and im balling my eyes out and I run In the bathroom and put his tee shirt on, along with some underware.
'baby!!?? what's wrong?? let me in!' concerned Sean comes knocking at the door as I cry my heart out. I don't let him in, I just ignore him and I let my heart dround in tears. 'Ariana, if you don't let me In im gonna knock this door down!' Sean said getting angry. I decide not to let him suffer anymore, and I get out and go lay in the bed I pull the covers over my head and I continue my crying session. Sean comes after me, he pulls the covers off of me and he gets in my between my legs, and lays on me and gives me slow, passionate kisses. 'I love you, now tell me what's wrong.' Sean said with worry In his eyes. I grab his face and bring it to mine and give him my passionate kisses, so he knows im not mad at him. 'I love you too baby' I said, 'tell me whats wrong!' Sean said not giving up.
Me-Baby, yours and my tours are hectic. im almost finished with my first leg, and my second one starts In may and there's four. im gonna be in Europe and that side of the world for several months, your gonna be doing your tour on the whole other side of the world. were not gonna see eachother for a whole year!
