I have been doing good, will not good but surviving by a thread. I just have to keep my loved ones close to me and I will be just fine. That includes my mom, Frankie, My crew, Nonna, My babes, And most importantly my loves. I don't know what I would do with out my loved ones, I would die. Right now, me my mom, my babes (Toulouse, Siruis and Ophelia is coming soon) alfreado, jones is with me in new Orleans while im gonna be on set for scream queens!. The rest of my crew is at home, living there life's while they have a break. Witch they deserve, there angels I love them a lot!. Yes I could need them a lot right now, but that's what ft is for right?. Right now were making our way to New Orleans, its Friday and we don't start filming till Monday so a free weekend in the Orleans!. The first thing I wanna do is meet some baby loves & vist haunted places. New Orleans is most recognized for it and me being me that's what I wanna do!
No one knows that me and Sean broke up, its still a secret so that's a good thing, im not ready for everyone to know just yet. I need to heal myself before everyone grief's over what me and Sean just broke our hearts for. Me & Sean are still great friends, and we love each other deeply and we have lots n lots of respect for each other so that's always a good thing. We just need to time to focus on us and we need to be happy right now. Right now im focused on filming my 12 episodes and enjoying New Orleans.
Once we finally land in the beautiful Orleans, im greeted by amazing baby loves and that's the most amazing welcome anybody can ever ask for. 'ARIANA, MY QUEEN SLAY BEAUTIFUL I LOVE YOU!!!!!!' The big orlean dream babes, called for me making me laugh. 'Hi babes!! I love you' I said waving and making my way towords them. After meeting them all, and taking selfies we made our way to our hotel, and we got settled in. Then my dad called me, and I know what its about my uncle just passed away, and my dad needs comfort and that's what im gonna give him.
Ariana- Hi daddy!
Dad- Hi baby! Whats going on?
Ariana- Nothing much, just got in New Orleans just getting settled in our hotel. How about you?
Dad- Trying to get things organized for uncle tonys funeral..Hows you and Sean?
My heart stopped as soon as he asked that question.. I didn't tell him what happened.
Ariana- umm..will...were good but we broke up..
Dad- What!! Why?
Ariana- we just broke up the other day, because im on tour im on break now but im gonna start my second leg in may, and that's my out of the country part. And hes a also on tour, we wouldn't see each other for a whole year! and you know how I am with long distance relationships. I just cant keep on repeating the past, were doing whats the best for us both..and we both agreed were gonna try this whole thing again, and we still love eachother and were still great close friends and we still text and we both have tons of respect for eachother. We ended on a beautiful note..so were good.
Dad- Will im extremely proud of you both, and im happy you ended on a great note. How are you doing though princess?
Ariana- Will, you know me dad a hopeless romantic, but im good I swear. and ill get better. im happy, and I need to focus on me being happy, and loving myself..how are you?
Dad- Will, losing a brother is never a good thing. But I have you! and you make me feel a million times better, and I hang close to my loved ones so that holds me tight also..
Ariana- Aw, I love you dad, and im happy I have you also. Stay strong, and hang tight to the loved ones and don't lose faith. And I promise you, everything will be okay. I love you
Dad- Thank you princess, im gonna let you go have fun, be safe enjoy your trip I love you!
Ariana- tell every one I said hi and I love them, okay bye I love you!
