So after Brendan was being silly sign is id and everything we went up there to see grandpa. He was sleeping his body kept fighting the chemo he wasn't doing good. So ari went on Twitter and tweeted also fans and she followed some. Also gave an update , then he woke up! "hi grandpa!" I said and she gave him a kiss 💋 "hi baby doll!" he said. "how u feeling?" I said. "I'm weak and soar" he said grumply. "I'm sorry grandps I love u!" I said "I know u do I love u more baby!" and I kissed him 💋 and my mom talked to him so did nonna and Brendan. I cuddled him and laughed gave him all my love ❤️. at 6:30 pm he finally ate and we could go home! "grandpa ur so strong we're very proud u can come home!!" "about damn time!" he said!. "haha I love u c'mon let's go!" we got home and I layed down with him and we watched big brother together. And I worked Frankie's twitter for him :) but I wanted to spend every min with grandpa. since he wasn't study.
*the next morning*
A chef came to the house and made us awesome breakfast. Of course vegan for me! and nonna and grandpa loved it so did mom & me. ❤️ I missed Tyler my one friend I didn't get to see!
To: Tyler ✨
Hey bae I miss u!
From: Tyler ✨
Ik I miss u too!
To: Tyler ✨
Come over! see me & grandpss
From: Tyler ✨
Yes totally! We have ALOT to talk about there in an hour love u ❤️
To: Tyler ✨
Love u more then words 💜
I went to the store to get stuff for me & Tyler to play with. And got it ready! I was so exited I did this while grandpa was sleeping
*1 hour later*
*knocks on door* "ill get it!" I said. I opened the door and seen Tyler and I hugged him "oh my god I missed u so much!" I said "not as much as I missed u diva!" he said! "oh stop I love u too much!" I said and we both laughed and we made bracelets , then we went to the salon to get our nails done I told him about jai & me. and I told him about sean & me And me going throu this with grandpa , and just life. he totally understood that's why I love him. vas then we went home and to my room and we sang together. and played with clay and then grandpa got up and he had a fun time with Tyler. and we laughed and had a great time. and we bought nonna a dinosaur and her shirt got on fire! we had to tweet about it! and we had a chef dinner vegan for me!. then at night we went swimming in our pool and we skinny diped in the pool it was so much funn! till 6:00 am then we went to sleep. And the next morning me and Tyler cried cause he had togo. "bye thank u love u!" I said "no thank u love u" he said and I blowed him a kiss 💋 And I went in and cracked up talking to grandpa. "I love U grandpa!" "Love u baby doll!" he said. and we watched tv and fed him and gave him his medication and we just relaxed with grandpa. and I took a nap when he did and tweeted and read the whole Harry potter series. later on at 12:00 am grandpa just got out the shower fed with medication & he was sleeping. and I wanted to go to sleep early but I just couldn't. and these frogs were mating and loud so I tweeted about it and bought an ocean app and went to sleep.
*next morning*
"Ariana get down here quick" I heard my mom saying at 8:30 am I ran down quick and I seen my mom nonna and grandpa he wasn't doing well throwing up! sick... "Oh my god get a bucket him and the things in the car were going to the hostipal now quick!!" and I called the doctors and got in the car and drove fast!! "Grandpa are u ok!" "just get me to the doctors" he said. "we are don't worry" my mom said. and he kept throwing up we finally were at the hospital and the doctors rushed him to the room and checked him out. "The cancer is not getting better he's bad but ok he needs to stay with us and we will take care of him he's in good hands I promise" the doctors said to us. I was stressed in needed to think
*Aris pov*
He's bad what did I do? how much time do I have? what am I gonna do its my fault I should've stayed with him.
Then I snaped back to reality and seen him on monitor he was sleeping on iv he was sickly didn't look good. I was depressed I wasn't leaving his side I'm staying with him. he woke up "baby doll?" "grandpa! hi how u feeling?" I said. "I'm better get nonna and your mom" he said. "ok" I said "mom , nonna grandpas up he wants u guys" they came in "hi daddy how are u!" mom said. "how am I? I don't know" grandpa said. "your gonna have to stay in here honey" nonna said. "ok" he said. "I love u , we all love u grandpa" i said. "I know u do baby face I love y'all too!" 💋💋💋💋💋 I smothered him!. and cuddled him all day , all night. The next morning was no better then the last he was in pain. A lot of pain. And I couldn't stop crying 😭😭 he could barely talk I wanted to die with him. I tweeted to update the fans about him. The doctors checked on him "he doesn't have much time" I cried harder I took pics with him he was uncouance & cold. but still alive and breathing. I wanted to die just die. 7 hours the most they said. 💔💔 everybody came to say there goodbyes he woke up couldn't talk good , alexia came , Tyler , Brendan , my other family/ friends "grandpa your not doing good , only a few more hours with us then back home with the angels" I said pouring my eyes out. "I just wanted to say that our visit was very fun my last times with u I love u so much , I'm sorry , I'll see u again thank u , for everything u did for us me & Frankie do u wanna say goodbye to Frankie grandpa" "no I don't let him win the battle I'll be fii- fin- fine I'll be fine" "I love u grandpa!" "sing me that song again" he said "what song grandpa" I said. "everything's gonna be just fine" he said. "ok" I said. "evvvveeerrryyyy things gonna be alright , mmmm across the ocean across the sky , during the waves across the sea everyyyyttthhhhiiiinnngggss gonna be just fine! oh baby everything's gonna be just fineee! oh baby everything's gonna be just fine." "thank u baby doll I'll always remember that" he said. "grandpa please I love u don't leave me!" i said "I'm not afraid , it's ok I'll be ok , I love u" nonna said her goodbyes , my mom said her goodbyes so did everybody. I went by grandpa and got my last stares , and gave him all my love ❤️ all my kisses 💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋💋 and all my "I love yous" all my tears 😭 , my everything. I gave him my everything. he said "ariana I love u don't forget that your my baby , don't be sad I love your beautiful music I'm very proud never forget your studio and that song" "tell Frankie I love him , I'm proud and tell him to get a girlfriend!" Nonna I loved u since the day I layed my eye on u! Thank u for never giving up on me when everyone else did , And for Making me happy , and loving me" and they kissed for a last time and nonna cried 💋 "Joan my one & only I love u so much thank u for my beautiful grandchildren I'm very proud and always will be love u!" "I love u more daddy!" and we all hugged him and kissed 💋💋💋💋. then he stared to pass ,I held his hand and I said "love u grandpa" "I .... lo- lov- love u baby doll" and I gave him a kiss 💋. he was quit he was moving his hands were cold & still 20 mins later the monitor went a beeeeepppppp the line was flat he was gone. I bursted out crying! 😭😭 I was still holding his hand my mom came to me and held me in her arms and cried too. we held nonna she was crying. "you have to let go ari" my mom said. "I can't I can't!!" I said. I held his hand for a hour then my mom let go of our hands. then we went home and it was a flash back. I called all my friends and talked to them and cried 😭😭 ALL night. the next morning we arranged plans..........
