Its after Christmas, the ending of 2014, and im still in flordia with nona,mama,frankie,my crew,my babies :). And im really stressed out i havent talked to Sean in a day, the last thing i heard that grandma only haves a few more hours shes not gonna make it for long. Atleast sean got one more Christmas with her witch im happy about :). But i wanna know whats going on if shes okay is she alive?. Its gonna be a rough time for sean for a while, but im gonna be more of just his girlfriend, im gonna be his friend to lean on, his passionate lover, everything he needs im right there to give to him because hes my everything i love him.
To: my baby 💚
whats going on love?
From: my baby 💚
grandma passed away .. man .. she died this morning .. my heart is gone.
and this is when my heart was shattered, sean was fully depressed, the love of my life is not happy .. im not happy.
To: my baby 💚
omg, baby im so sorry, i love you so much im here for you shes healthy,happy now in such a better safer place. Everything is gonna be okay i swear baby at least you made her happy on her last christmas and you were with her spending time with her. im sorry i love u.
From: my baby 💚
i know man im being selfish i just want her here with me. I didnt pepare myself for this to happen i need u ari
will im crying ... hard.
"grandpa, please do what i asked you i love u"
To: my baby 💚
baby your not selfish, your hurting and you know that you have me i love u
then he called me and we talked on the phone for hours, he went back to LA to plan everything and i think that its time for me to go back home to. My mom decides to stay in flordia with nona for a few more days n my babies love noel so im gonna leave them in flordia for a few more days also. So its just me n my crew going back home :), on the plane we were talking about 2015 and everything thats gonna happen to us. I hope 2015 is filled with sucesses, happiness, and love. Im ready for 2015, 2014 treated me good other then losing my fav person. I just cant wait to have my baby in my arms ;).
Once we landed home my crew went home n i went to seans house, i cant wait to see him i havent seen him in like a week!. I miss him so much and hes hurting i just want him to be happy .. i cant wait to just feel his lips again. Once i got there i heard him coming to the door but i could tell he was talking on the phone. "yeah i know man,its fucked up ay ill call you back someones here, yeah alright bye" my heart flutterd by just hearing his voice again. Once he opened the door his eyes lightened up and he smiled n brought me in the most passionate kiss ever, i kissed back with the same passion n love. As we pulled away he hugged me with so much love i missed this, "i missed you so much" i said in his neck as he was in my arms and i was in his. "I missed you more sexy come in" sean said. as i walked in his beautifel home, he went in the living room as i followed n he layed down on the couch and patted a spot right next to him, as he layed on his side. I smiled and layed right next to him wraping my arms around his waist bringing his lips to mine. as our lips moved slowly n passionly toungues playing with eachother, his bottom lip in my mouth my bottom lip his, we pulled away and i gave him a peck bring him closer n tighter to me as his arms wraped around my waist. "mmm" i moaned he smiled i smirked. "i love you" i said "i love you baby" sean said smiling, i couldnt stop smiling he just made me feel like a princess :). "so how you feeling baby?" i said gentley rubbing his arm, "mm, hurt, heartbroken, emoatnial, you know" sean said rubbing my back, "its gonna be rough but im here for you all the way i love you" i said giving sean many passionate wet kisses as he kissed back, "mm no i love you more" sean said smiling looking at me with his loving eyes, as he gave me a wet peck. 'no way, never could you ever love me more!" i said smiling rubbing his back. "want me to show you?" sean said laughing getting up, "yeah!" i said giggling he laughed and picked me up putting me over his sholder! i screamed as he laughed i starting smacking his butt and feeling it laughing my ass off. "hey" sean said laughing then he smaked my butt "sexy ass!" sean said i blushed and yelled "baby!!" then he threw me on his bed once we got in his room and he locked the door and jumed on the bed and he smirked at me laughing then i jumped on top of him causing him to lay down. 'i love you' i said smiling he grabed my butt smiling and said 'mm, your gonna have to prove it' i smirked 'no you have to prove that you love me more!' i said 'i dont have to prove it to you! you have to prove it to me' sean said kissing me with passion. 'mm okay' i said smiling witched caused sean to laugh. and i showed him that i love him more ;).
