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Plans for...... The funeral for grandpa. I didn't even thought I was gonna say that anytime soon will I did. I was depressed I had to let fans know. so I tweeted about it. And of course my loves were there for me making me feel a little bitter. But I was still hurt after talking to friends all night I tweeted and went to sleep. oh and sean texted me after he saw the tweet.
From: sean 👦
Hey! I'm sorry about your grandpa hope your ok that sucks
My heart melted 💖
To: sean 👦
Thank u so much! I will be ok :) at least tryin to
From: sean 👦
Ok I'm here for u I wanna see u soon!
Omg I like him done deal!
To: sean 👦
Thank u ((hugs)) I wanna see u soon too :) soon when I'm back in L.A
From: sean 👦
For sure deal :)
To: sean 👦
For surree! xoxo!
From: sean 👦
:)
My heart 💖 and I read on twitter that he broke up with his fiancée! will this is going good! in the morning we had to leave grandpas funeral was gonna be in three days and plans & invitations were all ready done. I had to go to New York my third time in like a month! I felt bad I had to leave Nona but here friends were with here we packed up and said goodbye to Nona. We drove to the airport and got on the plane and I just thought that's what I needed , everybody was quite we finally arrived in New York and a happy city with a depressed me. once we got there paparazzi were crazy! and I performed and went to the hotel meet fans and went to sleep. The next Morning I had fruit for breakfast and left for a festive day. I had the good morning show with nice fans , and performance , and meetings , fan meet & greet! and I meet up with Ryan secreast and after that I left for grandpas funeral the next day. off to the airport airplane to Florida. after a few hours we were in Florida , we got there at 8:30 pm and arranged everything for the next day and I was exhausted. emotionally also , afterwords I went to sleep. At 9:30 am we got up & ready and tears were starting to fall 😭 we got a limo with everybody in to crying to. The sky was so pretty like gray bumps had to take a pic. on our way we saw grandpa in his casket open casket with a suit and roses with a pic of him and his family with me and Frankie. His casket was polished light brown in side tented white. He was perfect. the ceremony stared my tears were already there 😭 they talked family talked so did friends that made us laugh. I talked so did mom & Nona. there was a pic slide Show that made us cry harder 😭😭 then we went out to eat with friends & family. we talked danced sung laughed it was a great time. then after dinner we went to Barry him. And dropped a rose & said our goodbyes I kissed him for the last time 💋 and they closed the coffin & I losted it!!! 😭😭😭😭 then they barryed him and it was over. everything in life made sense. 💔.
