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They took me to Desmin's estate. They put me on the bed where I usually stay when I am here. That was where I remained for weeks, I could see the concern in all comrade's faces, but I couldn't bring myself to get. I don't know what's going on, but I know that this isn't normal.

I can't sleep, I tossed and turned all the time, Desmin sits by my side at night and one of my brothers during the day.

I don't know what keeps them there, I must look hideous. My body was covered in sweat my hair in tangles my bones began to show due to the lack of eating because everything I ate came back up. I looked at the person that was sitting neck to me, It wasn't Desmin so it must be daytime. However, it wasn't one of my brothers that sat at the bedside it was Gabrielle.

"What going on?" I said

My voice was so soft, it came out in bits, but I knew Gabrielle had heard me. This was because he turns to face me and moved his hand to my face. I could see that he was deeply concerned in his eyes, he tries to hide it with a smile. However it wasn't good enough to fool me, he said

"Ahh funny, the matter of fact is we don't know."

Ohh that would be a bit concerning?

I could feel my lips scrunched to the side, I try to sit up. That set my head in a spin, Gabrielle gently pushed me back down, so I was lying down.

"I even been to the lord almighty, and he didn't even know."

Okay, then what does that mean it?

I guess I might as well try to get some sleep. I was to try, I turned around, so I wasn't facing him. I closed my eyes...

This time when woke up, Desmin was there, so I guess it was nighttime. When he saw that I was up, he quickly picked me up. I was spun around I pressed my hand on his chest, and he stopped, he looked down at me with such joy it surprised me. He laid back down on the bed bit his wrist then offered it to me.

He was right over me, I tried to turn my face away from him, but he quickly grabs my chin. He pulls on it so that I was facing him. He makes sure that the blood was just on my lips.

"Please, drink it, it will get you stronger and help you recover from what you are going through."

I sighed no matter how much I protested, he was right his blood did help me. However, I still didn't like it, it me made feel like he is his own personal waymarking me as his. That made me mad, he pressed his wrist to my lips, I felt his blood run down my throat. I squirmed under the pressure of his body he just smiled.

Does he enjoy this?

That was an odd question when it had finished. He lifted me, he took me to the golden lounge. The one where I had eaten before he put it down on the couch. I sit up, it was struggling, but I managed to he was quickly moved to my side. I looked over at him,

"So when you feel up to it will we get to the test right," he said

He reminded me of a puppy dog, begging for a treat. I smiled I couldn't help I love dogs of all types, I said

"Yeah, I suppose so I have to if I want to go on any missions "

I was smiling after a while he left me to get food. I guess I was making it from the taste of blood, which probably sent him away a lot faster than he wanted to go. I sat there twirling my thumbs; I decide to go for a walk to see what had changed. Not much really, but I still really don't know this place. I let my finger trace the wall of the hallway to memorize the features walls. I hope that this will help me find my way, so I don't get lost.