Im not insane, Just in love [Frerard]

Day one:Ghosts and Drugs

AN: I'm not responsible for grammer errors. I blamelack of coffee

Also if your offended by strong language then.....you might not want to read this

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You know that feeling in the morning where you just want to strangle whoever fucking invented the alarm clock?

Good then I'm not alone, I pulled the plug off my clock not even bothering to look for the off button and groaned a bit. My head hurt like hell

I was hung-over and i did not feel good, don't go all judgey all because I'm a freshman and already getting into a habit. I'm not the first

And its either drinking or drugs and I've had cocaine before. No,just no.

I sat up on my bed and ran my fingers through my hair.

Shower, need a shower

*Glamorous naked shower time~*

I stepped out of the tub and walked over to the mirror I could barely see myself with all the steam on the mirror, but I already didn't like it. I sighed and grabbed a towel from the hook and dried my hair, still a it damp I ruffled it a bit trying not to shake my head to crazy just yet. My headache wasn't getting any better,fucking vodka.

I walked to my room and almost had a heart attack when I saw the time.

10:00 o'clock I was in the shower for three hours!

I groaned and slid down the wall hitting the ground softly, I'll just skip school today I guess. Not like my mom would notice, I stood up a little to quick, got dizzy landed on my bed and passed out.

I slowly flickered open my eyes and stared at the ceiling, I slowly looked towards my window it was pitch black outside, how long have I been asleep? I sat up on my bed and looked at my clock......

10:00 o'clock a.m. I was slightly confused as to why it still showed the same time from this morning, I didn't fully understand until I looked at the plug. I'm such a idiot, normally I'm not so upset on skipping school I do it once in a great while but I still manage to finish all my work and pass my classes. I do NOT want to be held a extra year in this hell hole, and missing this day is just adding on to homework I have to do. I'm surprised I find time to drink as much as I do, or sleep, or take my medication...

I jumped outta my bed and slammed open my door.

I can't believe I forgot to take my pills, I don't even know what they where for exactly all I remember is that I take them for my mental health. Whatever the hell that means, I don't want to skimp on something THAT important, I was half way down the hall when I heard it.

"Frank"

I stopped dead cold.

I did not recognize that voice, and it sounded slightly faded. Like a ghost

Fuck I am going mentally ill.

I slowly turned my head to both sides and quickly turned around

Nothing

Oh yeah, I'm insane

"Frank"

It echoed from all around, alot clearer now than before

"Who's there?" I asked looking around nervously "if you're a theif or something then you're stupid we don't have anything good, go break into the neighbors house"

OK maybe sassing a robber who could possibly have a weapon wasn't really smart, but I'm pretty sure Im still partially drunk

"Frankie, don't you recognize me?"

It was even more clear now, like it was moving closer.

"God?" I said half kidding, and half hoping that there was a god and he liked to freak out teenage boys

The lights started to buzz a bit.

Great I have a possible ghost in my house and now the electricity is all wonky.

Cliche horror movie much?

"Its me, Frank. I'm right here, see?"

I felt wind brushing against my shoulder and imediatly jumped hitting my head against the wall next to me.

"Frank are you okay?! Are you hurt?"

I backed away edging towards the stairs leading towards the living room, this is definitely a sanity problem. I need my pills.

I crawled down the stairs not risking standing and having that... Thing! Grabbing my ankle and breaking my neck

(I watch to many ghost movies)

My hand missed a step and i ended up hitting my face,chin first on the last step.

I'm going to be sore tommorow

"Frankie stop hurting yourself!"

I looked around frastically til i saw the small pesrciption bottle on the table. I got up and ran this time grabbing the bottle and fidgetting for the cap. Damn child lock.

"Wait, don't leave me again"

The voice seemed to be in my head rattiling my brain around

"Please listen"

"Leave Me ALONE!!"

I yelled in anger and threw the bottle against the wall breaking the seal

Tiny little piills flew everywhere, I got on the floor and grabbed the nearest pills and swallowed them. I got in the fetal position hoping the voice would stop.

"Goodbye"

It whispered and faded away

Finally it was gone.

I got up and started walking up the stairs, I heard the door open and close halfway up. My mom was finally back from wherever she decided to go tonight, from the strong smell of cigarettes and weed that quickly filled the room I'm guessing it was an alley or some other scum hole.

I walked in my room and close the door

I just kinda fell on my bed not caring how comfortable I was I just needed sleep, sleep is relaxing. It will help me calm down . I closed my eyes and started to drift away

"See you tommorow,Frankie"