The lost are sometimes the right ones...
And the found are just all collectively wrong...
~Day Two
Day Two Of being in the mental institution
I mean technically It's my first day,but I guess "tour day" counts too.
It's mostly a routine they have us doing
Wake up
Bathe
Eat
Rest
Therapy
Mental Treatment
Freetime
Night
The therapy thing is optional...
For now, I'm just counting the days before I can get out of here
2 days/3 months to go.
And then I can finally be free
Therapist
Ok...
And tell me,Austin.
Does counting down the days help you feel some control over this whole situation?
Austin
Well...I mean...yh I guess
Therapist
And having control over yourself helps you to allow yourself to believe that you have control over your alter ego,doesn't it?
Austin
Well I mean,I'm not sure its that dee-
Therapist
You see Austin,everything we do weather we reallize it or not, is governed by our subconscious mind...
And the fact that your trying to control you alter self is because of the guilt you feel..
And I just want you to know Austin...
You did nothing wrong...it was your M.P.D , it's ok to feel guilt but just remember...
You.are.not.your.alter.self
~Night
What the my therapist said to me stuck with me...
'I.AM.NOT.MY.ALTER.SELF'
Just hearing those words consoled me, but it also raised multiple questions in me...
I felt lost, like I had two different people living inside me.
My alter ego and myself... And we both looked the same...
So the question came into my mind...everytime I looked into the mirror...
"Who Am I?"
The Question I'd been asking myself since day one...
YOU ARE READING
Nobody
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