Our Coffee Confessions

OCC 13 : Blackout Kiss

Cadence Harper

I'll admit, I know I kissed him. I know I'm awake that time. I didn't know why but I'm pretty sure that I kissed him for no reason. Why? Because I was drunk and my stupid feelings can't stop me from signaling my brain to kiss him. I don't know but I know I don't love him, or even like him. He is just my friend.

As soon as I woke up, I found Topher sleeping not in the bed but at the floor. There are blankets and pillows around him. His messy hair making him look like a beggar than the Topher I knew.

I stood up from the bed and started to rub my head. It stings. The whole thing stings. Sometimes I would get fragments about what happened last night but all I keep on reminiscing is that kiss. I can't keep it off my head.

Like seriously, I even had a dream last night that I was having sex with Topher. What the hell is that? Am I supposed to write that in my nightmare list? As I recall, Bestfriends don't fuck each other. Now, I feel like I'm betraying rule 101.

I walked out and saw that the sun is up. Good, I can use a little sunlight to take this stupid kiss off mind.

"Belated." I heard someone whisper at my back as I gaze at the beach. I spun around and saw Kyle. He smiled and gave me vodka.

I pushed the flute away,  "I've had enough alcohol. Thank you." I told him.

"I heard you and Topher had a great night together last night." My eyes went out of my eye sockets. "Was he good in bed?"

I shook my head at him and started walking away slowly. He followed and walked with me along the beach. The water flows under my feet making me shiver ehich is good to take the hungover away from my sleeping body.

"If you have nothing to say that is good, You can leave me alone." I informed him. I don't need people like him. I don't even know what happened last night for goodness grace.

"Fine, I'll say something good."

I shuddered when he took my waist and pulled me right next to his chest. "I love you."

And then there it is.

I woke up.

A dream.

An effin frigging dream.

I know now what Kyle's role is. Kyle is supposed to ruin the whole thing. The whole moment after hungover part. He is ruining everything. The feelings kept going back. Everything. Ugh, It's better to have mixed feelings with someone other than Kyle.

And then it happened again. I woke up doing the same goddarn thing. I saw Topher sleeping not in the bed. I went out. I saw Kyle.

The good thing is he ignored me. Wow. Dreams are fiction after all.

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How many days are left in my vacation? I don't know, I lose count.

I saw Topher dressed as he went out of the room. He is tapping something in his phone, Not paying attention to me. "Ehem." I catched his attention. His head snapped to me.

"Yes?" He asked, Going back to the screen. He looked serious with whatever he is doing.

I neared him and tapped his shoulder. I felt him tensed but I didn't mind. "What are you doing?" I asked.

He rubbed his temple and looked up again. "I'm calling Grandma but it seems like she's not responding. I should go check her out." He passed by me and started walking.

"Why don't I go with you? Besides, I have nothing to do here and also I could use a tour around your grandma's house."

He nods as agreement.