Undying - A Patrick Hockstetter Fanfic

23.

    Lily rolled over to tell the person to go away. But she was wrecked almost speechless when she saw Henry Bowers in her room. She immediately became self conscious.

"What do you want?" she asked, her tone sharp . Henry bowers delivered a smirk .

"Oh , what's wrong. Did somebody loose their manners?" Bowers asked smugly. Lily rolled over so that her back was facing him, she honestly didn't want to look at his smug face any longer.

"I'm not in the mood , go away . " she said, she rolled her eyes as she could hear him coming closer. Her heart raced faster and faster as he got closer

"Does Belch know you're whoring around with the town's loony" Henry said, his voice low and threating and almost  . . . teasing? Lily had tensed as he spoke his rasp words. 

" I don't know what you're talking about Henry, could you leave my room " she spoke stiffly. She felt her bed dip from a weight coming on her bed. Henry let out a throaty chuckle and spoke

" i can practically smell you're lies"

"You're going to get yourself killed you know - no matter how good he treats you, he'll always be Patrick

"I've know him longer, I've seen how's he's  . . . changed" 

" you have no idea, I mean come on . . .  you just met the fucker"  Lily's eye twitched in frustration

" it's better if run while you still can " Henry said. Lily whipped around and  faced henry, she pushed him off her bed, Henry landed harshly on her floor, his elbow racking in a pang of pain as it landed straight on her hardwood flooring. it tingled and surely would leave a good bruise the next day . He looked at her with angry and in slight impression .  Did she just fucking push me, his mind roared.

" Get your dirty hick ass off my bed you creep. You think i haven't the rumors , the stories of Patrick . . . i have, and guess what i honestly i couldn't give a care. -"

"-I've also heard things about you Henry Bowers . Now when I look at you, I can't help but feel disgusted. . . disgusted that I have to live in the same universe as you. " she spat ,  mist of saliva flaying from her mouth. She swallowed the pooling saliva in her mouth and narrowed her eyes towards him in a the best threating glare she could muster. Henry's chest arose and fell in heaving breaths. 

" Now get out before I scream" she said sternly.   Henry glared with a hot gaze as he stood and his backed up to her closed door. His dirty boots leaving light clacks against the floor . 

"You'll fucking regret this" he spoke before leaving, surprisingly not slamming her door , or it was just him not wanting to alarm his passed out friends in the living room. Lily didn't feel tired anymore, she let out a harsh sigh and rolled her eyes, she got up from her bed and locked her door. Then plopping back down on her bed and looked up blankly.  Could she really not catch a break from all this. She just wanted Xandra to come back home, where ever she was . Henry to ignore her existence and her and Patrick to actually be together. It wasn't like they weren't, but were the truly together if they were a secret ?

 She really wanted to call up Xandra and talk. . . But Xandra wasn't  really available. 

She thought about calling Patrick, she looked at her clock. 

    who am I kidding, Patrick 's probably wont be awake , she counter thought. it may be not be late, but Patrick had a messed up sleep schedule.  She couldn't really directly call him, she didn't know if he had his own telephone in his room ,like she did. All she knew was his house phone number. The Hockstetter house

    She wondered what his family was actually like . What the normal daily life was for them, Patrick told her about his parents. But not much for her imagination to go on. It sounded like he wasn't close with his parents, seemed fitting. Looking at him she could tell he was a kid who didn't get along with his parents . . . or just people in general . She wondered what dinner was like over at the Hockstetter house . . . was it like hers . Barely any talking, only the sounds of the forks or spoons clicking against the plates or bowls. 

   Lily remembered a lot about the mindless talk she had with Patrick the night they had snuck out together. Sex. Did he really want to have sex with her. Of course he wanted too. He was a teenage boy , who finally had sights on a girl who willingly went places with him .Willingly let him do thing to her .  The more she thought about it , she wondered what Patrick's true intentions were. In all fairness , Patrick didn't look like a guy to take a girl on a romantic date .

   Is it self degrading being with Patrick Hockstetter ? She had asked herself. It's only self degrading if you make it , she thought . She didn't feel self degraded around Patrick, she did feel a little wary around him most times. As much as his oddness didn't bother her. There was some things Patrick would say or do that just made her shiver. . . and not in the good way . But he said things that would normally pass off as disturbing so calmly, so normally. That's what made her shiver. She knew Patrick wasn't 'normal' ; Whatever normal was. Even taking a good look at him she could tell he was no where near the mark of normal . Of course Lily being herself, she thought everyone deserved some show of affection in one way or another. 

   Her thoughts of Patrick were cut off, when she thought about what had just happened with Henry Bowers . Unlike Patrick, Henry didn't try and find things, He either just said and done whatever came to mind. Lily wasn't absolutely clueless about Henry Bowers. She'd seen him a few times over the years. She's always tried to ignore him, it was for the best . But Henry Bowers was unavoidable . He was just one of those people that made you think . . . oh god not this kid again . 

    She honestly didn't know what was stuck up his butt for him to be such a prick. Every time she saw Henry, he either had  bruised knuckles or a rarely noticeable bruise on his face or some other places on his body .Which some people didn't know where he would get them , no one really fought back when caught the the storm of Henry Bowers, but people look further into it becuase they honestly didn't care.  Henry was also really rowdy, he created noise, he liked the attention . Once people fed him the attention , he made it everyone's problem .  

    Lily couldn't believe Reggie willingly let Henry into their home . Lily couldn't even start to imagine the things that went down in her house because of Henry . Some part of Lily was scared of Henry Bowers , becuase of how ruthless the boy was. Henry couldn't give two fucks on what happens to other people. Henry had been the source of little kids beaten up faces and bodies. missing teeth, fractured or broken bones, bruises and scars. He's the reason some kids would go lunch less at school. But that would soo end . . . mostly. Henry would turn eighteen soon and his actions would have a much higher price. People still can't believe Henry bowers hasn't stepped foot in a juvenile dentation center . It was most likely his father protecting the little prick, not wanting any permanent documents on Henry's record. Though Oscar Bowers himself had a few arrest himself.  Oscar sought out to keep Henry's record clean until henry was eighteen . After then he couldn't give two shits about the kid he calls his son . 

Henry Bowers was lost hope . 

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(Word Count; 1,418)

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(A/n: this chapter sucks, but it's what I had. Sorry I've been so unactive. I've been working a lot IRL. )