Undying - A Patrick Hockstetter Fanfic

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Patrick had hear pinned down, defenseless. She withered in discomfort. The thoughts that patrick had maybe been joking, had soon left. Usually when he joked he's stop, and burst into a fit of laughter as if he was the funniest person alive. 
    He had been rubbing his knee between Lily's legs. His lips separated from her neck and she sighed, thinking he was down. But all hope was soon died down. Patrick started to sit up on his knees and pull lily's shots down her legs, her underwear dragging along . Lily breathed heavy and closed her eyes. Trying to stop the tears from falling . She felt Patrick's hands all over her, grabbing and gliding against her skin.
Shaky breathes left her mouth as she felt Patrick's skin against hers, they've never gone this far. Lily's heart couldn't help me speed up . She never said she wanted this, never said she wanted to have second with Patrick.

Patrick grunted in anger as he realized she was moaning nor no sounds came out of her . He honestly couldn't fuck her if she didn't make any sounds. It would feel right. He grabbed her throat and made her head turn toward his.

"You either moan in pleasure or ill make you moan in pain" he spoke.

Silence filled the room and he tightened her grip on her throat

"Be gentle please, Patrick my scared" she spoke , a tear falling from one of her eyes. Patrick watched the tear fall and nodded, conflicted feeling blooming in his chest. He didn't want her to feel scared, he wanted her to want him.
He retreated his first stance and cradled her face in his hands . He kissed he really tears away and his hands rubbed gentle circles on her skin.
"Yeah, yeah, my sorry babe. Just been so pent up, couldn't help myself" he spoke. He kissed her and drifted his fingers down her stomach . His fingers came in contact with his pussy, and started to rubbed gentle circles on her clit.
"Just relax baby, let me ravish you . Okay?" He spoke into her ear. She felt her nod and he focused on trying to turn her on

He had came to the conclusion, that if he wanted to have sex with her, he couldn't just force her hands down and fuck her . He had to serenade her into it. He knew his forcefulness had scared her. She wasn't just some horny teenage girl willing to just let Patrick fuck her, she was lily.
Fragile lily, who had never had boyfriend, she's been a girl who had been confined with parental protective-ness.

Patrick could feel lily start to relax more at his touch.

"I'm sorry baby, I'll never do it again"

He felt lily's soft hands brush up his biceps and hold onto them, her lower body started to shift and wither and Patrick knew he was getting closer. . . She was getting closer.  He pressed hungry kisses on her skin.

" that's it ,baby. . . you ready" he asked with breathless words. Lily went unspoken for a few moments, thoughts not being able to fully process through her fogged mindset, but she nodded her head otherwise. she felt ready, she felt like she could trust patrick. She some how knew patrick would take care of her. Patrick smiled and gave her lips a rough kiss. He took his fingers away from her pussy and started to fully abandon his clothing. Patrick made sure to keep his hands on her as prepared himself to take away a precious thing from his dear Lily. as he looked down at from his higher stance he looked back at all gruesome harmful things he's done. the murder and pain he's caused, in the moment he felt as if he held all power in his hands. 

he reached down to his cock and pumped his hands in preparation, he took a breath in and closed his eyes for a brief moment. he opened in eyes and peered back down at the awaiting lily , he could sense she's a bit more hesitant about this than he was.   Patrick couldn't really care about her hesitance, all he cared about was that he was allowing this to happen. he stopped his hand from pumping his cock any further after feeling it was enough. He positioned his body down and leveled himself against lily, he aligned his cock with the entrance of lily's vagina and he felt a deep breath from lily's exhale on his hot skin. he slowly pushed his hips forwards and grabbed onto one of lily's shoulders, keeping her from moving upwards. Lily took in a sharp breath and her muscle's tensed as patrick continued to push himself further into her . she heard patrick moan from above her, he head falling down wards his long hair brushing against her facial features. he continued to sink in until he stopped and his heavy lidded eyes looked at lily to look for any signed of regret of signs she was uncomfortable.