Undying - A Patrick Hockstetter Fanfic

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  It had been a while since the day Patrick had kissed lily, exactly 4 days and 36 hours. She was laying on her bed, hearing the muffled voice of belch and his friends. Patrick was over and she was nervous, and her mind was filled the her thoughts. Lily wondered if she should go out to him, or wait for him to go to her . She was never really known to do this kind of stuff, usually Xandra would tell her what to do, and most of the advice Xandra had to say weren't always the best. Lily's phone went off, breaking the silence through out the quite room, Lily sat up and answered the phone, ceasing the loud ringing.

" hello"  Lily's voice said into the phone.

" hey baby bitch!" the familiar voice of Xandra said excitedly, Lily smiled and laid back down on her bed, relaxing into the soft pillows. 

" hello, Alexandra" she said, a genuine smile laced her pink lips. 

" tell me something, I'm honestly bored  out of my mind right now. We're coming back home in two days and mom and dad are trying to do everything the can before we come back" Xandra said , Lily giggled and blushed at the thought of telling Xandra about her shared kiss with Patrick

" well... I technically went on a date ..." lily said 

" oooh, go you!" Xandra cheered

" and the guy kissed me" lily said lowering her voice, scared that someone might here her other then Xandra, Xandra cheered on the other side of the phone, while lily blushed deeply and smiled to where it hurt the muscles on her face .

" who, tell me who" Xandra asked

" his name is Patrick.." lily said in the same low voice. There was a pause from Xandra's side on the phone

" you mean hockstetter, Patrick fucking hockstetter.." Xandra said in disbelief

" I suppose , he's the only Patrick i know"  lily said .

" of course, because he's the only Patrick in school ..." Xandra said

" ... my advice to you babes, careful and don't give in easy to this motherfucker. " Xandra said, lily's eyes drooped and lily grabbed onto one of her stuffed animals. Cuddling it . 

"ok" lily said softly

" if he tries anything, or hurts you. You tell me and I'll gut the bitch. i don't give a shit he's a crazy psycho , I'll do. No fear" Xandra said in a threating tone. Lily laughed a little but well knew that she was serious

" i promise" lily said  

" ok goodnight babes , see you soon " Xandra said. 

" okie, bye bye"  lily said, the line went dead after that and lily placed the phone back down.  She than changed into some pajamas, consisting of a tank top and her cotton night shorts.  She got under her covers and closed her eyes.  A while had passed , but seemed like only minutes to lily when her bedroom door opened. It was late at night and the rest of the boys were dead asleep or had gone back to their homes. Patrick stayed , he stayed for lily. 

lily wasn't fully asleep , and heard her the door open then close. She kept her eyes shut and her breathing steady , Patrick walked up to lily, his boots were in the living room leaving him in only his worn wool socks , making his footsteps more silent. He sat down by lily and looked down. lily opened her eyes and looked up at Patrick, surprised at most that he was in her room at this night of night,  

" hello" lily said softly , not knowing what to say. 

" hey" Patrick said , Patrick stroked her cheek and smiled. A strange act coming from him. 

" go back to sleep " he said lowly, lily looked away from a second before looking back at Patrick

" can you..." lily paused, blushing at the thought of what she was about to ask. 

" kiss me again, like you did a few days ago?" she asked, Patrick gave out a lopsided smirk 

" its just... it makes me feel good..." she said trying to explain herself. Patrick leaned down taking her face in his hands and kissed her. She craved the touch of Patrick, no matter how fast her heart would beat , it seemed to never stop for him. Her heart beat for him. She lived for him. She didn't care if he was crazy, or didn't feel anything towards her, she wanted him nevertheless. Patrick was leaning above her lapping her lips with his. She turned to a more comfortable position . Lily softly moaned , as Patrick continued to make out with her. Patrick's cold hands started to move her covers and his hands were rubbing her warm thighs. She suddenly pushed Patrick off her a little, making him fall back onto the bed.

" shit, what was that for" Patrick asked wondering what he did wrong

" I'm sorry ... its just , your hands are so cold it scared me" she said breathlessly, Patrick nodded and pushed lily's shoulders , making her lay down. He pecked her lips 

" yeah, its fin, just I'll go.." 

" go to sleep, were hanging out tomorrow" he said  , Patrick got up and left her room , looking down at his erection once the door was closed. He had freaked her out by simple touch of his hands of her warm bare skin, he had to take thing as slow as he knows. He doesn't want her running of like a deer hearing a snap of a twig. He walked to the bathroom and locked the door. he undid his pants and closed his eyes.

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   Lily was hyper aware about what she did with Patrick. Of course they didn't do much but , she was afraid. Not of him, but herself really . She wasn't sure she could stop herself . She was surprised by the coldness of his hands, but the feeling it gave made her shiver not only from the radiating coldness , but shivered with a feeling deep within her . She liked how Patrick made her push her boundaries without him telling and making her, it exciting with risk she was taking. 

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(Word Count: 1,066)

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