only human- jonas brothers

huxleytine

Ashley

As I posted the tiktok video i'd just made to my newly created account, I turned my phone off.

"That's your 10th video today, babe. Why don't you do something more productive, like go for a walk?", Aidan asked.

"Haha, no thanks.", I replied.

You remember how we left off on Valentine's Day and me losing my virginity and I said the year couldn't get any better?

I was right.

Because we are now in a worldwide pandemic, and my anxiety is slowly catching up to me day by day.

It's currently May 12th, 2020, and we've been in quarantine for almost two months.

Am I stressed?

Beyond words.

11th grade comes to an end in the next few weeks, and while I thank the man upstairs tremendously, there's a chance we won't get a real senior graduation next year.

But despite all of that, the only thing I've done this entire time is make tiktoks.

It's unhealthy, I know.

The weather isn't at 100% so I can go outside and see, but it's getting there.

Aidan has practically moved in with us, and it's probably the best thing that's come out of this.

But I honestly am losing my mind.

I've called my therapist at least a million times in the last 2 weeks, once because I had a really bad panic attack, and because I'm just overall declining mentally.

At this point, we just grab dinner from downstairs and bring it back to our rooms.

But a pro about having multi-millionaire parents and the biggest house in the entire city, is the movie room.

We have a room in our house that's a movie theater.

In the last few weeks, we've watched every Disney Movie known to man.

Aidan and I even watched Fifty Shades Of Gray for the first time, and he's been traumatized since.

"You wanna go swimming?", he asked.

"It's still cold.", I replied, scrolling through my Instagram.

I was scrolling through my Instagram, when I got an incoming FaceTime call from Blake.

"Hey Blakey.", I smiled.

"I have a surprise for you.", he told me.

He flipped the camera, and a small baby was laying in a cot.

I nearly squealed.

"He's here?", Aidan asked.

"Meet Huxley Reign Flores- Martinez.", he smiled, flipping the camera to him.

"He looks so squishy, oh my god.", I gushed.

"Big man is 7.5 pounds and 8 ounces.", he said.

"Wow. I don't even think Val was that big, and mom and Mads looked the same size.", my eyes widened.

"Mads says hi, but she's passed out.", Blake told me.

"Typical Mads.", I laughed.

We talked for a while, until Huxley eventually woke up.

"Aides?", I suddenly said, after the phone hung up.

"Huh?", he asked, just waking up from a cat nap.

"Can we have a baby?"