Love of lies

Part 16

In the car with Blake and Noah

Bl: what happened bro ?
N: I'm tired of life Blake . I wanna see my parents.
Bl: Noah you'll see them soon but god will decide when you'll see them . Please don't do that again . Anyways , what did the doctor say?
N: bro they want me to see a therapist! I'm not a psycho person!!
Bl: Noah it's not like that ! You just need someone to talk too
N: I have you !
Bl: I know but the therapist will help you more than I will , please Noah , don't be so stubborn. This is will help you so much .
N: idk Blake . I feel like I don't have feelings anymore
Bl: and this therapist will help you to get them back
N: I don't want them !
Bl: ( sighs and thinks : this is all her fault )

Dixie's pov :
I was napping then I heard a knock on the door, it was griffin. I let him in and he sat on my bed .

G: how's Noah ?
D: he's good
G: are you okay baby ?
D: no ( starts crying)
G: ( hugs her ) what's wrong ? Did something happen to noa-
D: stop saying his name !
G: um okay , why are you crying?
D: promise me to not get mad at him
G: I promise
D: n-Noah told me he still has feeling for me , and I don't ! I've told him a lot of time even before I met you! Anyways , he still has feelings for me and when he hears that you're gonna propose he got so sad and upset. And when you did , he planned to kill himself , and he did it .
G: now what you're gonna do ?
D: I don't know ! I love you so much but at the same time I hate seeing my bestie like that !
G: then I should go
D: WHAT ! Griffin no ! You're not going anywhere! If you did I'll do the same thing Noah did !
G: bu-
D: no buts griffin! We love each other and you're not leaving because someone doesn't like our relationship!
G: okay
D: ( hugs him ) I need you in my life , please don't go.
G: ( pulls her on his lap ) im not going anywhere ( smiles )
D: ( smiles and kisses him ) I love you
G: I love you more

Noah's pov :
Blake dropped me off at my house and I went to my room . I saw a picture of me when I was 5 with my parents. I took the picture and hugged it so tight . I cried so hard , I miss them so much , I want them so bad . Why can't I have them back ? I went to my room and cuddled my pillow imagining that I'm cuddling mom . I can't stop thinking about them . I wanna die so bad . I can't stay in this life . I was crying then I heard someone calling me , it was mom

N: ( turns around) mom ?!
A: hey son
N: m-mom ! ( about to hug her )
A: no son you can't hug me , I'm just from your imagination.
N: mom please come back ! I miss you.
A: me too baby , but I want you to promise me something
N: what ?!
A: promise me to not hurt yourself like that
N: I can't mom , I want to be with you!
A: me too , but we'll meet soon . Now I want you to live a happy life and stop hurting yourself
N: I can't mom.
A: yes you can , I know you can . Son don't be so stubborn and see the therapist. Mr.Damelio and Dixie wants all the best for you
N: no mom ! They're just pretending!
A: no they're not . They love you so much like me and your dad do
N: mom I want you not them
A: you need them baby , please listen to them. I love you ( starts to disappear)
N: NO NO NO NO NO NO!!! MOM !!!!! ( starts screaming and crying) COME BACK !! YOU CANT LEAVE ME !! MOOOOOMM !! ( falls on the floor ) p-please , I need you.

Blake's pov :
When Noah entered his house , I followed him . He went to his room and started crying. I didn't want to bother him so I was going to leave them I heard him talking to someone . It was his mom . She was telling him something. He kept talking to himself then started screaming and sobbing . I ran to his room and hugged him tight .

Bl: it's okay bro
N: no it's not ! She was here ! She was talking to me just a minute ago! NOW SHE LEFT !!!!
Bl: I know how do you feel , please calm down .
N: ( starts having a panic attack)
Bl: Noah are you okay ?!
N: ( breathing heavy)
Bl: Noah can you hear me??
N: ( nods his head)
Bl: okay do what I'm gonna do . Breath in....and out...
N: ( breathing with him )
Bl: there you go , you good now ?
N: why did you help me ? I wish you didn't so I could die
Bl: ( sighs ) cmon let's sit on the bed and talk ( helps him to sit on the bed) what happened?
N: I saw my mom
Bl: what did she tell you?
N: she told me that mr.Damelio and Dixie are good people and I should stop being stubborn and see the therapist. She told me that I should live and stop hurting myself. I have to listen to her but I can't
Bl: yes you can Noah . You're a really strong guy and I believe in you. I promise you that your life is gonna be so much better . Just stop being stubborn and you'll be completely okay .
N: ( sighs ) okay
Bl: now do you wanna see the therapist?
N: y-yes
Bl: that's my boy ! ( hugs him ) love you bro
N: ( smiles ) love you more
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