The Truth of a Kiss (A Cayes fanfiction)

Chapter 28

*Carters POV*

I was listening to Shawn's first album, so proud of that kid, but I was listening to the song "Aftertaste" and it kinda just clicked, this is Hayes' song to me no doubt about it. Minus the whole one more kiss is all it takes because there is no way Hayes is going to be kissing me anytime soon no matter how much I wish it, it's just not going to happen.

Maggie just left for Texas again... Thank god, she's literally so annoying, but I keep her around for company. Ever since Hayes and I broke up, none of the guys have even talked to me. No Matt tweeted me the other day, and so did Taylor. You see a few days ago it was April 20th and I tweeted that it was 4/20 and they both gave me shit about it. They're 2 guys I know will be there for everyone no matter what happens.

Wait.. Shawn's new album has a lot to do with being in love and breaking up and oh my god him and Taylor broke up a few months ago because of Matt. Aftertaste is about him. Shawn wrote aftertaste about himself. Taylor did go up to see Shawn just to make sure he was alright a bout a month after they broke up. Hmmm...

All these thoughts startes going through my head and I decided to call Taylor.

"Aye yo Carter, what's up?" He asked when he answered

"You went to see Shawn about a month after you broke up yeah?" I asked

"Yeah?"

"You've heard his album right?"

"Yeah?"

"Aftertaste, it's about you isn't it? Taylor, you kissed Shawn and left him wanting more.." I said

"Yeah, I did all because he cheated on me and wanted me to forgive him, but I wouldn't and I just wanted him to live with the memory, and the aftertaste as he put it.." Taylor said

"Taylor, do you miss him?"

"Of course I do, but I can't go back to him Carter. I really do love him, but I like Dillon quite a bit." He said

"Taylor, Dillon is down here in LA and he's living here now, but you just took off and left and now you're living in Texas and you're touring the world. I don't think you like Dillon as you think."

"I just can't stand how all the guys act just because they're living in LA now." He said

"Hayes isn't, Shawn isn't, Aaron isn't, you're not anymore, Jacob isn't, we we're all so close together and now it turns out we're not."

"Look I love all of the guys with all my heart, but now it's like we're not even friends, we're just competing against each other now and I hate it."

"Yeah it fucking sucks" I answered "Well you crazy motherfucker I'm gonna let you get back to your tour, love you dude. Hopefully I can see you soon?" I asked

"I'm not going back to LA. I got caught up with the fame while I was there and I never want to do that to my fans again. I wasn't me Carter, and I don't want to do that again." He said

"Oh, alright dude. Well maybe if you ever come through Cali, you'll stop by?" I asked

"For sure, love you Carter" he said and then the line went dead.

You don't realize how long it's been since your friend has been gone until you talk to him and realize how much you miss him. I just miss hanging out with the guys... I wonder of they miss it too.