I'm scared I won't love you
Unless you're porcelain and bright
My heart won't open until you show me your best side.
I fear my love is shallow though my understanding is deep.
I like pretty things
I keep them like sheep.
I'm scared I won't love you
Unless you're made of stone and grime.
Like my love won't exist until I see that that's mine.
I think my love is empty unless I'm loving something whole.
I want something people envy
I want that or nothing at all.
I'm scared I won't love you
Unless you're perfect by all means
My heart can't handle losing anymore of me,
As unfair as that may be.
I'm scared...
I'm scared
Because. I need something worth it
I'm scared I won't love myself
If I'm the only one that's giving.
My heart won't make it
If that's the way I'm living.
My soul may be broken, but light shines through the cracks sometimes
It's beautiful, it's bright.
It's something I will get used to
Over time.
-F
