30. Lover, not mine

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He's not shiny if he's not for me
I didn't see the dreamy look in his eyes,
Or see his glowing skin against beige.
I couldn't recognize my lover, as he sat across from me and dared not speak my name.
I pour, my fire
Void for a corpse, the wake is my own.

For I suffer to fill ink on pages !
Red , be it blood or rage
For I break! At midnight though days

Stuck

In time

Stuck, so much time

Healing ? Time ?

Healing.....  

Time was the weapon
I turned in myself, like a virtue

For you

And in time, you froze

But the "living" had to go on...
I was "living", you must move on.

Returning, with less of me each time

Now I can't recognize my lover

Whom dare not look to see my cries

He hadn't aged, not even a change

it was just I.

-F

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⏰ Last updated: Feb 23, 2023 ⏰

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