I felt his hand caress my face as he whispered sweet nothings into my ear. Before I knew it, he was lying next to me, dead asleep. I lay there, full of guilt. I ran my fingers through my hair as I stood up to go have another ciggarette. I stood on the balcony, and placed the flame at the end of the ciggarette. I inhaled deeply, as I looked up at the night sky, When will I be free? I glance down at my feet and exhale the smoke, out of my nostrils.
Why do I love him? Why not? I have no answer to your questions, as I don't know the answer myself. I finished off my ciggarette and went back inside. The relationship that we have, is real. I love him so much, it hurts. I think its kind of a one way relationship. Matt doesn't show any affection, unless he wants sex. I climbed back into the warm sheets, and shut my eyes. Most of my days, revolve around me, getting lost in my thoughts. I felt myself, slowly falling into a deep sleep, as I lay in the darkness of the room.
I woke up to the sound of my alarm clock, beeping, noisily. I climbed out of bed and brushed my teeth. I had noticed that Matt, wasn't in the bed when I woke up. I blew it off, and spit the remnants of my toothpaste into the sink. I got into the shower and thoughts clouded my brain. Where is he? He is out cheating again. I need to buy groceries today. What do I want for breakfast? All sorts of things ran through my head, as the warm water drizzled off my body. I stepped out of the shower and got dressed. Once I finished getting my hair blowdried, and my makeup applied, I made my way downstairs.
I made myself gag down some fruit for breakfast, and drank a cup of coffee. I need to go to work soon, I think I will go run some errands really quick.
____________________________I pulled into the mall parking lot, and walked into target. I went to the break room to put my things away, before I had to restock the clothing portion of the store. Todays work session went by very quickly, we weren't very busy, at all. I made my way to the local café, to grab a quick bite to eat. I walked outside of the café and pulled a ciggarette from my pack. I lit it up, and inhaled deeply. I strolled down the side walk, holding the smoke in my lungs, the whole way. I exhaled when I got to my car. I stood outside, against my car and smoked the rest of my ciggarette. I saw a really tall boy walk by, I winked at him as he passed. He had Brown hair, brown eye's, and he was wearing a dark red beanie.
He nodded his head at me as he passed. I got a little antsy, so I stopped him and called him over. "What's your name, cutie?" I said in my sexiest voice. "Justin" he said, trying to keep his eyes off my breasts. "That's a cute name" I said as I drew shapes on his chest. "Can I get your digits?" I asked sweetly. He just nodded and glanced down at my breasts. I moved his chin up to my direction, with my finger. I handed him my phone and he typed in his name. He smiled shyly, and handed my phone back to me. "Thanks sweety" I said taking another drag of my ciggarette.
"Don't mention it." He smiled and walked off. I dropped my ciggarette and ground it into the asphalt. I climbed into my truck and drove myself home. When I pulled into my driveway, I noticed that Matt's car was in the garage. I walked into the house and slipped my shoes off. I was greeted by Matt sitting on the couch. He patted the couch next to him, I sat in the spot he patted. He looked me straight in the eyes and began kissing my jawline. I let out a shaky sigh as he kissed my sweet spot, on my neck. I pulled his lips onto mine and began kissing him softly. "Melody, are you ready?" He whispered in my ear, sending shivers through my body. He pulled off his tee shirt and we continued kissing, for a while.
He viciously tore my shirt off, and we got into it. Right on the couch. After we finished, I went upstairs to rinse off, again. Is it wierd that I shower almost twice, daily? When I climbed out, I took off my makeup and put on some comfortable clothing. I grabbed my phone and texted the kid I met today. He was under the name 'Jc', I don't know why he didn't put himself under Justin. I wasn't to worried about it, so I texted him.
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Poison (Jc Caylen fanfiction)
FanfictionMelody Barnes. Your average twenty-something year old, but with a big problem. She has dealt with this "thing" since she was eighteen. Until she meets this boy named Justin Castillo. For some reason, she feels as if he can save her from the nightmar...