Poison (Jc Caylen fanfiction)

Chapter 6

It's been two months, since Jc and I have been hanging out. I've grown slightly attached. I don't know what's happening to me.. I think I love Jc, but Matt, well, he's my poison. I wish I didn't love Matt, as much as I do. I'm currently sitting near a stream, alone, in my thoughts. I lay back, a lump forming in my throat, from my frustrations. Why do I love him? He almost beat me into a coma. I need to break it off.

You're probably wondering why I'm here. I had to run from Matt, again. Jc has threatwned to call the police atleast six times this month. Each time he does, I beg him not to. Everyday he asks the same thing. Why do you let yourself stay with him? I honestly don't know. I hate being raped and beaten. It's not fun, it isn't funny, it's not showing affection. Why do I love him?? I have no answer. For some reason, I just lust after him. Maybe its just the way he carries himself.

I felt tears fall into my ears, because of how I was lying in the grass. I'm so confused. If I went for Jc, I would probably have lifetime happiness. If I stay with Matt, I'll probably be killed. For real this time. I have some serious decision making to do. I lay there, crying silently. I finally found who I want to be with, Jc. But, what if he doesn't feel the same way? I would be torn, if he didn't feel the same. My phone rings, so I pick it up. Its Jc.

M: Hello.

J: Heya. How are you doing.

M: Not good. I have feelings for someone beside Matt, but I don't think he feels the same.

J: Oh, well, I'm sure he would. You're the definition of perfection.

M: Well.

J: Hmm?

M: Do you feel the same?

J: *Silent*

M: Jesus, I knew it.

J: No, I don't feel the same. I'm in love with you, Mel. I've felt this way since I first held you in my arms. When you were in the hospital, I was afraid, you'd die. I wanna be with you.

M: Oh my god. I-I was so unaware.. I'm not a likeable person.

J: You're right, you are a loveable person.

M: Jc, stop it. I'm melting.

J: *laughs* I wouldn't mind licking you up..

M: Grooooosss! You wierdo.

J: So, how are you gonna break it off with Matt? Without him beating you.

M: File in for abuse, and get him arrested.

J: Oh yeah..

M: *Laughs* Oh yeah!?

J: Aye, I could mock you too..

M: Come hang out!!

J: Alright, where are you?

M: I'm at the stream down the street from my place.

J: Alright. Be there soon.

M: Mkay, bye.

J: Dueces.

*Click*

My day just got a whole lot better! No more tears, for my pain, has been healed. Jc showed up within a few minutes like he'd said. I jumped up and ran to him, embracing him in a tight hug.

(Jc's Pov)

I got out of the car, and I'm greeted by a hug from Melody. I can tell she's been crying. I pull away from the hug. "What's wrong?" I ask. She gives me a cunfused look. "Why were you crying?" I reiterated. "Oh... Matt" she answered. I shake my head in disaproval. She hugs me again, this time when she pulls away, she pecks me on the cheek. Did I mention, that I have to bend down, when she hugs me. Its so cute, I always imagine cuddling a tiny puppy. She let go, but I kept on holding her tightly. "J-jc" she gasped. I looked down at her smiling. "You're gonna puncture my lungs!" She giggled. I grunted, and let go of her. She smiled up at me.

"What!?" I chuckled. She just shook her head and said nothing.

(Melody's Pov)

I reached into my pocket and pulled out my ciggarettes. I placed one in between my lips and pulled the lighter up against it. Jc gave me a look of disapointment. "What?" I said, shrugging my shoulders. "Stop that" he said, pulling my ciggarette out and breaking it in half. "What the hell, Jc?" "I don't want to lose my bestfriend" he said smiling. "Hun, it isn't as simple, as you think" I said placing another one between my lips. His smile dropped. "Look" I said, smoke leaving my nose. "-I wanna quit, believe me, I really do. I promise, after I finish off this pack, I WILL quit." I finished, inhaling another puff.

"Fine, pinky promise?" He said with hope in his eyes. I nodded and held out my pinky. "Pinky swear" I agreed. Our pinkies hugged each other, for a split second. "I've only got two or three left, why don't you come with me to the pharmacy tonight, and help me get some patches and gum" I said. He nodded. I finished off my cig, and dropped it into the stream. Jc scowled at me. "You just did a no!" He playfully said, although, I knew he was serious.

I giggled and we walked to his car. "Can we go and see Kian?" I asked, sweetly. "I would say yes, but Kian is out filming for a bit." Jc replies. "Okay" I said. "Sorry friend" he said. I just smiled. I don't know where he was gonna take me, but I didn't care. The whole car ride, we talked and joked. It was really cool, knowing that I had a guy friend, who didn't just wanna plow me, and leave..