Poison (Jc Caylen fanfiction)

Chapter 29

(Jc's Pov)

Tonight was really freaking awkward... probably one of my worst ideas ever. Seeing Melody just reminded me how much I miss her and still have feeling for her. Lisa is a nice girl, very pretty, but I don't think she could fill the hole in my heart that Melody left... she just isn't the one.

I shift positions so I'm laying on my side, looking out the window. My phone vibrates in my pocket, so I take it out and see that Lisa was calling.

"Hello?"

"Jc?"

"Yes?"

"I-I don't think this will work out..." She trails. My heart skips a beat and I shoot up in my bed.

"What?"

"Us, I don't think we'd be a good couple."

"Lis, we went on one date! How can you predict the future by one night?" I say, not realizing how rude I sound.

"Well, considering how awful you're taking this, I think that you just proved that to yourself." She says matter-of-factly.

"Okay." Was all I could manage to get out.

"Sorry." She was all I heard before the line disconnected.

I toss my phone aside and press my palms to my face, letting out a deep sigh. For some reason, I'm not as hurt as I'd usually be in this type of situation. I'm not surprised with myself, I truly believe its because my heart still has hope for Melody and I. I don't know why I'm so attached to her... I mean, we didn't even do the do? Whatever, all I know is that I've got to do something to get my mind off her. I throw my legs off my bed, slip on my shoes and head out to my car. I know, liquor  probably isn't the best decision, but I desperately NEED it.

(Kian's Pov)

"So, have you thought about moving back in with Jc?" Melody asks, drawing shapes on my bare chest. I furrow my eyebrows and look down at her. "No, why do you ask?" I say worried. She shrugs and retracts her arm back to her side. "Just curious." I nod and pull her back into my chest. A question pops in my mind, and I can't help letting it out. "So, when can we..." I trail, hoping she gets what I'm saying. "When can we.... what?" She asks, looking up at me with innocent eyes. "Never mind." I whisper.

Melody smacks my chest a little roughly. "KIAN! You know I hate that." She giggles. "I don't wanna say. I'm afraid of what you'll say." I chuckle nervously. She rolls her eyes and crawls onto my lap, straddling me. "Tell me, or I'll keep you pinned underneath my fatass all night." She says, pressing her forehead to mine. "I don't mind... also, YOU AREN'T FAT!!" I say, my eyes dancing back and forth between hers. She rolls her eyes and pecks me on the lips. "Fine, I hope you don't mind me sitting on you then." She says, resting her hands on her thighs.

(Melody's Pov)

I know what Kian was trying to ask, I just like teasing him. So, in order for him to tell me, I'll have to pry it out of him anyway I can. He lays his head back and closes his eyes. "I'm gonna go to sleep then." He mumbles. I smirk to myself and grind my hips into him. His eyes shoot open and he gasps. "Oh my god, what the hell?" He whispers. "Tell me." I demand, grinding a little bit slower. "Fuck." He gasps. He still won't budge! I lean toward him, breathing down his neck, still grinding. "Come on, ya know you want to." I whisper, planting a soft kiss on his jawline. "Melody, goddamn." I smirk and kiss his neck. "Melody." He moans. I stop and look at him, "What?" I ask innocently. "I'll tell you." He says; voice cracking a bit. I stop grinding my hips and make sure my gaze is perfectly lined up in his.

"Oh my god... this is soo awkward." He whines, covering his eyes and throwing his head back. "Tell me, or I'll do it again." I threaten. He uncovers his eyes, "When can we finally have sex?" He asks, his face turning a little pink. I don't answer, I just kiss him passionately.

(Jc's Pov)

I pour another shot and drink it down, no chaser. "Fuck." I groan. I went to the store, and bought a shit ton of booze. I bought a fifth of tequila and like a twelve pack of beer, with a high alcohol percentage. There is also a good chance that I may have sent out a few drunk tweets.... most of 'em were song lyrics, and a few were a call out for help. For example, I tweeted this... "Nothin I want more than to just be w u right now .."

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A/n: Holy butts that was super awkward to write, but I have no regrets!! I'm thinkin' I might end this book in a few chapters... But! I'm not exactly sure yet. #Mian is sadly coming to an end.... =( But! I'm hoping this book goes out with a bang! I donno if it should be a sad ending, or like a happy ending... If you have any suggestions, lemme know in the comments!